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[hops]

You should get a hardware check. My firsthand experience suggest that it's unlikely you will be able to fix it yourself.

[Flying Dice]

Guess what? I fucked up on a class again!
Know what this means?
Of course, my mom got to rant at me and say how much she suffers because of me and slap me and make me feel terrified and horrible.

She said I didn't deserve to have friends over yesterday, nor deserve to go to a friend's party today, but of course in her eternal kindness she will allow me to.
Never mind that yesterday was the first time I felt I had actual friends I could trust in, the first time I think I've felt actual fun with someone else IRL.
I forgot the rule. "Whenever Caroline starts enjoying life, something will come back and bite her in the ass immediately afterwards."

I'm tired of this. Of fake help, of fake friends, of fake words and fake intentions of fake messages, of fake people and fake hopes, fake everything, fake feelings and fake meanings.

In pragmatic term, your parents aren't immortal and they'll die, or at least they'll lose control over you.

This. This is what you need to keep reminding yourself of. Even if the state won't help you and you don't have anyone to go to, eventually you'll be of age and you can tell them to take their abusive shit and shove it. It won't be easy if you really have nobody who cares enough to help you, but it'll be your own life. Don't give up.

[Octobomb]

Thanks, guys.

* Caroline hugs everyone back.

As always, I've calmed down by now.
Also, thanks for all the advice, I know that maybe someday I can be myself, but it's not gonn a be for a while. Waiting it out is going to be hard, but maybe I'll manage.

Bleh. Words fail me right now. I cannot seem to be able to express gratitude as I should without feeling awkward.

* Octobomb hugs.

S'okay. Hugs and advice is what we do here. Plus, you seem to think we don't have just as many moments of awkward.

* Octobomb shuffles awkwardly.

Stay strong.

[mastahcheese]

One day, Bay12 will have its own island or mountain or whatever, and we'll come rescue you if you're still in that horrible place by then.

Until then; it's dangerous out there, take this.
*Hands Caroline a sword*

[Darvi]

One day, Bay12 will have its own island or mountain or whatever, and we'll come rescue you if you're still in that horrible place by then.

Until then; it's dangerous out there, take this.
*Hands Caroline a sword*

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[Aseaheru]

When you are about to play the weekly specul round on Urist Mcstation, the presence of a second monitor causes BYOND to not give you the ability to join the round, and restarting the connection results in another random resource download. Fuck you BYOND, fuck you.

[Darvi]

Yeah, BYOND appears to download stuff for no reason occasionally. It's fucking annoying.

[Worldmaster27]

Thanks, guys.

* Caroline hugs everyone back.

As always, I've calmed down by now.
Also, thanks for all the advice, I know that maybe someday I can be myself, but it's not gonna be for a while. Waiting it out is going to be hard, but maybe I'll manage.

Bleh. Words fail me right now. I cannot seem to be able to express gratitude as I should without feeling awkward.

Liar.

You will manage, and you will be able to be yourself, someday.

* Worldmaster27 hugs Caroline again

However long it takes, you'll come out on top.

[penguinofhonor]

is tiruin's orange text quote highlighting contagious?

[4maskwolf]

is tiruin's orange text quote highlighting contagious?

* 4maskwolf shrugs

[Worldmaster27]

is tiruin's orange text quote highlighting contagious?

No, stimulus. </diffusion joke>

Heh, but yeah. I think it works well for pointing out what you're responding to and, besides that, orange looks nice on darkling.

[Dutchling]

It doesn't look nice at all on the correct layout style. Whatever its name is.

Less visible than black text even.

[4maskwolf]

darkling.

No, u. If Flabort comes here, he'll explain exactly what happens when you try to do things for darkling.

(Hint: it involved basically burning people's eyeballs)

[penguinofhonor]

I approve of anything that makes life harder for non-darkling people.

[Tawa]

It doesn't look nice at all on the correct layout style. Whatever its name is.

Less visible than black text even.

Your DarkDutchling is screwed, then. It's fine over here.

I approve of anything that makes life harder for non-darkling people.

Brother!