I fucking hate procrastinating.
"Oh, all I've got for homework is this essay, but it's due close to the end of the week. I can wait a while."
*this morning, I check my planner*
Due date: October 9th
* IronTomato 's glasses crack and he sheds a single tear of blood
This is also making me rage.
Oct 9th essay buddies!
So, I managed to get in contact with someone from robotics. They are on a different team, but should be able to inform my team (We have three different teams there for the little bot competition, we all meet at the same place and form one big team for the big bot competition). So that rage isn't... as bad, and I might be able to go after I finish the SAT for a short while, since it is at the same school.
But new rage- Because of my essay, I wasn't able to get my stats homework done. In addition I've been getting bad headaches recently. Not quite at the level of migraines, but they are worse then I've been having for years. So I go to school forty minutes early, which gives me more then enough time to finish it and then start studying for my chemistry test, right? Wrong. I enter, go to the cafeteria, and some teacher asks me what I'm doing. I explain that I'm a late arrival student, and decided to come to school early so I could do my homework. He then demands that I go to an assembly in the auditorium, threatening to turn me in for skipping, since they announced that meeting yesterday during third period (Oh, you mean the period I DON'T have because I'm late arrival?). So I'm forced to go there, and instead of being something even remotely important it is just them reviewing chants to use during the homecoming game (Which, by the way, I doubt we'll win since the most our team has won during my time in high school is two games in a season). So there is lots of yelling and stuff, which makes the headache I've had for the past few hours go from something I can ignore to something that makes me want to punch someone in the face if they so much as whisper, let alone yell. I'm forced to put up with a whole hour of that, I try to leave but another teacher tries to threaten me with skipping (Excuse me for trying to get my schoolwork done). I try to do my schoolwork in those chairs they have there, but between my headache, the lack of room, and the people yelling at the top of their lungs right in my ear I'm not able to actually do anything.
Oh, and instead of shortening our classes like they normally do for this sort of thing, they decide to just move all the classes up and get rid of seventh period, so instead of getting out at 2:20 I get out at 3:15. Which is kind of a problem, because my English class at the nearby college starts at 3:05. So I'm forced to actually skip my last class, because if I'm late for my English class then I can't turn in my essay, which I've spent the entire past several days working on, and is worth 20% of my grade. Thankfully my last class is NJROTC, and since we are seniors we just hang out in a seperate room in the back, so they probably didn't notice that I left.
All I want is to get an education, because I like actually knowing things. But to do that I have to actively work against the school system, because all they want is for you to raise several set numbers for them.