Thanks to working yesterday (flood work; cause of it was the same storm that soaked my moped in a prior post), I've been a bit narcoleptic the rest of my weekend (a 10 minute nap turns into a 10 hour sleep session; or so it feels like; make it more like 4 hours), not to mention emotionally drained and unwilling to do much else. Add insult to injury, it's been a pretty weekend (clear skies, warm weather, cool winds, clear waters, few people outside).
Why is it that every workday has to be a total paradise out, but once I have time to myself, or time off work, it's either miserable crap weather, or I'm too compromised (physically and emotionally) to enjoy the paradise outside my door (when it's one of those days on a day off)? That, or I have surprise work just before I'm about to enjoy my long-overdue weekend, like what occurred yesterday. If there's a way to interact with whatever supernatural element could be behind this (I feel like I'm bullied by God on a daily basis now), I'm punching them square in the jaw (with intent to break it or dislocate it for about a week) if I ever make contact with them. It seems like threatening God seems to be the only way I can get any cooperation from Him these days. Fuck praying. Don't hear my prayers, or even answer simple requests (selfless ones, might I add), don't expect me to be as loyal to you as I once was as a naive kid. I'm a reactive personality, I do unto others AS I have been treated myself (while still adhering to "Do unto others as you would want them to do unto you.", foolish that is; that be the case, then I think I've earned my right to be an evil bastard.). Don't expect to throw me under a bus, and expect me to be forgiving about it.
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All things considered, I think everyone's had their own days where they felt like this. But still, by principle, this is annoying as fuck.