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[nenjin]

Yeah, I write programs for this kind of thing.

Also, 2160 castes uses up a gigabyte. 7500 weapons might be more.

Soon adventure mode will use more memory than Mount and Blade life.

Fixed that for you.

[SalmonGod]

Did you get another job? I remember you being happy at your new job, at least compared with the old one (fedex?).

I guess that didn't last long :/

It didn't

[IronTomato]

Having no internet sucks.

[Spehss _]

Pro tip, if you're trying to get over a crush, don't go and creep at look at their Twitter profile. Especially if you know all it will do is say stupid trash and kill your braincells and piss you off.

In other news, have I mentioned how tsundere I am today?

[Vector]

Did you get another job? I remember you being happy at your new job, at least compared with the old one (fedex?).

I guess that didn't last long :/

It didn't

[hug]

People with really, really shitty work conditions unite...

[MaximumZero]

Had to clean dog-waste. In the rain. With that asshole yelling at me.

Apparently I shouldn't complain about it because he "fuckin' did it before, for fuck's sakes". He also bitched about the bag in the garbage bin. "Fuckin' didn't put the fuckin' bag over the fuckin' lid properly, you fuckin' lazy fucker".

"Well, if you don't like the way I do it, do it yourself." Also, elbows to the throat are extremely effective.

[Spehss _]

That affection can be a powerful motivator- can you use it to better yourself in the meantime?

Spoiler: because I made the mistake of bringing this up and because you responded I feel obligated to continue this discussion against my better judgement (click to show/hide)

Eh. Eeeeeeeeeh. My situation is a weird love-hate tsundere thing where I have ambivalent emotional reactions of both attraction and repulsion towards the crush-ee. Attraction because...at this point I don't know. They're basically a stranger. Think the only reason I still like them is because it's been like that for years. Repulsion because holy shit I've had this stupid crush on this stupid person for years how dare they make me feel attraction to them what a bitch gah I hate their guts and will die alone just to spite them blah blah blah--you get the idea. Me rejecting the emotions.

So the primary motivator at this point is not attraction but to just get over it already. Dislike. Avoidance. Spite. Loathing. Urge to better myself so that I'm better than them and don't need them. Not like that motivation does anything more than annoy me whenever I'm reminded of their existence and my continued feels towards them. At the same time, all other girls are off limits and unappealing solely because "herp derp they aren't that one specific girl who I somehow simultaneously loathe and like so I'm not interested." It's complicated stupid emotional rubbish.

My psychological complexes and angsty emotions aside, your situation sounds waaaay worse. Sounds like a drama. Good luck with that.

[Xantalos]

Pro tip, if you're trying to get over a crush, don't go and creep at look at their Twitter profile. Especially if you know all it will do is say stupid trash and kill your braincells and piss you off.

In other news, have I mentioned how tsundere I am today?

I'm in a position where I'm completely in the wrong to have a crush on the person I do (she loves another man) and I have to quash away my ineptly-placed feelings to help her with her problems and her relationships and everything else between the wonderful evenings we spend together.

She's also my best friend. To tell her would be to ruin everything- our friendship, our closeness, my objectivity in helping her with her relationship, so mute I must be. She is my favorite poison, but the agony is exquisite.

It's probably obvious to her friends despite my efforts, but she's blind to it so far. I fear the day she catches wind of it. If I could put my feelings away, I'd do it in a heartbeat- she's worth that as a friend, but sometimes there's no command over matters of the heart.

I've no cure for your aching heart, and it probably doesn't help you to plead camaraderie with my own problems, but hang in there. That affection can be a powerful motivator- can you use it to better yourself in the meantime?

Huh, I know that situation; I'm pretty much in the same one myself. Only real solution is to either tough it out until the dopamine fades away or get your system to target someone else. Neither are easy though.

[AlleeCat]

Pro tip, if you're trying to get over a crush, don't go and creep at look at their Twitter profile. Especially if you know all it will do is say stupid trash and kill your braincells and piss you off.

In other news, have I mentioned how tsundere I am today?

Also, if you're trying to get over an ex, definitely don't go over your older ex's Tumblr and see how much prettier they are now and how happy they are with their new girlfriend and goddamnit why are there tears in my eyes

[penguinofhonor]

I will never understand masochistic social media creeping

I've done it before, too. No idea why. I find it pretty easy to avoid it nowadays, and I'm a lot better off for it.

[MaximumZero]

I think the best way of saying it is 'If you want to get over a crush, don't go anywhere near their social media.

The Fapmaster is wise beyond his years.

[Akura]

Had to clean dog-waste. In the rain. With that asshole yelling at me.

Apparently I shouldn't complain about it because he "fuckin' did it before, for fuck's sakes". He also bitched about the bag in the garbage bin. "Fuckin' didn't put the fuckin' bag over the fuckin' lid properly, you fuckin' lazy fucker".

"Well, if you don't like the way I do it, do it yourself." Also, elbows to the throat are extremely effective.

Aren't you supposed to be getting away from that asshole? Also, why clean dog crap in the rain? The rain takes care of it.

[LeoLeonardoIII]

re: my previous rant on everyone trying to get me to join something,

I never Facebook, it's just not worth my time, but I do have a stupid page set up that someone convinced me to do. I got some messages on there, so I wanted to respond. Site says I've never signed in on this device: bullshit, I did it from this computer a couple months ago. As a security verification they want my driver's license number ... or to upload a scan of my driver's license. Seriously? Facebook can shove a rusty knife up it's ass sideways before I'm going to send that information to anyone online.

[BlackFlyme]

"Well, if you don't like the way I do it, do it yourself." Also, elbows to the throat are extremely effective.

Aren't you supposed to be getting away from that asshole? Also, why clean dog crap in the rain? The rain takes care of it.

Two more weeks, and no, rain won't take care of it. It just makes it much harder to pick up. To put it into an analogy, it's like scraping yogurt out of hair with an ill-suited shovel.


Had to wait over an hour for the bus today. Hopefully it will be less busy at the new house, which is closer to the route's starting point than where I am currently. But I was supposed to meet with my partners to rehearse our presentation. I don't understand their want to do it so early in the morning, since we have until friday, and have more than enough time throughout the week to do it at a better time.

I was late, and they were sending me a lot of angry text messages. When I got to school, they told me in person that they will be giving me zero on the peer-reviews. I have done a shit-ton on this assignment and every suggestion I have gets shot down without a second thought, and yet I'm the one who has "done nothing"!?

[nenjin]

re: my previous rant on everyone trying to get me to join something,

I never Facebook, it's just not worth my time, but I do have a stupid page set up that someone convinced me to do. I got some messages on there, so I wanted to respond. Site says I've never signed in on this device: bullshit, I did it from this computer a couple months ago. As a security verification they want my driver's license number ... or to upload a scan of my driver's license. Seriously? Facebook can shove a rusty knife up it's ass sideways before I'm going to send that information to anyone online.

I remember when Funcom tried to get me to send them a scan of my driver's license so I could re-authenticate my Secret World account. I told them to go to hell, and they eventually reupped my account anyways. No idea why anyone thinks people will give them that kind of information. FB doesn't surprise me though. The only thing that surprises me is that they don't ask for your SSN# to complete the data matrix on you.