chaoticag is right, between putting out fires, keeping the home clean and looking for a job, I don't have much time to relax.
The time i do get is usually spent playing games that don't require a lot of effort. I have been under a lot of stress and it's hard to get a writing mood going.
Just to give a recent look at my life:
there have been 4 close family birthdays in the past week, my wife is bed ridden with an acute ear infection, we also found out she is allergic to codeine because of this. My mother is suffering from some bad scratches on her cornia as the result of the radiation treatments she has undergone to treat her chest cancer and she can no longer drive on her own and needs my brother or I to drive her around. My other brother's bitch of a girlfriend barred my father from attending his grandson's birthday, after my mother had a huge fight with him in order to make him agree to go in the first place. My older brother (different brother, I have 3 of the damned things) appears to have broken up with his 3-4 year steady girlfriend (who was my wife's only bride's maid). And to top it all off I still have no job.
My dad is on my ass to get a job but I can never seem to get a lucky break. I'm fighting an uphill battle here because more than half of the posted jobs in my field are for bilingual people, not me.
This is just in the last week and a half, so when i get some free time, I like to just stop thinking.
The saved game is still there, my notes are still there, my current post is partially completed. It's just waiting for my life to fuck off for a minute.