I'm worried, WorkerDrone, that you're getting soft.
Seriously the amount of times that you've told me to stop being such a wuss, I never would have expected all this. And, true, every time you've told me to stop being a wuss, I've deserved it, and, half an hour on, I've felt better for it. Because you are the indominable rock of granite that I always wanted to be.
Now. What you need to do is, if you want your life to hold any significance at all from this point on. Sharpen your chainsword. Go find that guy who stabbed you... and.. kill him.
Or. Just let it go. Seriously, the only reason people worry about you know is probably because you're acting differently, or even thinking differently, and they can see it. I'm actually astounded that I'd know about this better than someone four years older than me, but, pacifism will not solve all of your problems. And anger is just a form of emphasising your thoughts on a particular subject. Sure, anger of the point of *I'mma cut ya* Is just unhealthy, if not for you, but, for the person it's directed towards. It's a form of communication. Use it to it's full advantage. Fight and argue for the things you believe in, for the people who wish to repress the things you believe in are the people who make you angry, and, your opinion will only mean more if it's shouted at them with fire in your eyes.
Also. I hate doctors and psychiatrists. They never give a straight answer, and you'll never get anywhere with them unless you tell them the answers yourself, or, unless you're bleeding or throwing up. For "in your head" matters, it's just stupid. Don't trust them, don't go to them anymore. Just be happy with what you've got, Or. Find something that will make you happier. For instance, you should be happy that so many people love you enough TO worry about you. A lot of people don't have that.
And yeah, I'm gonna regret posting this in half an hour, but, whatever.