Post COVID sucks, and legit scares me.
A friend's insomnia worsened and his concentration is down. He was known for board games and I've been told he has been having issues with those (unconfirmed). This one of many reasons I am still scared of COVID. I hope you get better.
Personally, I'm just sorta action paralyzed. I freeze and do not want to do anything, even things I know are good for me and that I can do, because I'm just so sick of everyone complaining about everything. No atta girl, and no silent acceptance. People love complaining, but rarely do they help. I've done a fairly decent job of things considering that holy hell society just about fell apart in the pandemic. Everything was stressed all over the place and I somehow came out of it at all. Most of the screw ups that happened, were just legit not my fault, or in many cases, anyone's fault. It just seems like "other people" are allowed and entitled to complain, but the thought rarely crosses my mind. I don't care. The person working at subway slightly screwed up my order, but I'll live. Also, it isn't their fault really. I just don't want to be a bitch, and even if I did, I'm too tired. Even before "the Karens" became a thing, I just have never cared enough to complain like that, but it bothers me that everyone seems to. I have to keep telling myself I'm a person worthy of living, because I haven't really done anything wrong, haven't hurt anybody, and am not all the awful things people complain about.