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[LordBaal]

I will, I promise.

[LordBaal]

A question I have a lot while thinking about intelligences. What is intelligence?

Relevant. This youtube channel is pure gold.


EDIT: So, the morning sun has vanquished the horrible night already over this part of the world. Her toe seems fine, no large bruises or swelling and she's not in great pain. Still can't move the finger but is less worst than what I thought at first.

EDIT 2: Sorry for the double post, moved the past edit from the previous post to this one.

[TheSteppeWolf]

I decided to take a short walk today, around the apartment building where I live. Then I saw a dead cat on the street, with what appeared to be stab wounds. What sort of sick person would do this?

[ChairmanPoo]

Havent you watched Pet Semetary?

[TheSteppeWolf]

Havent you watched Pet Semetary?

Nope.

[scriver]

All I know is that I don't want to be buried in no pet cemetery

[TamerVirus]

Grant Imahara, probably best known for his time on Mythbusters, has died 

[LordBaal]

Awww fuck thats sad man. Fucking brain aneurysm got him.

[dragdeler]

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[hector13]

I'mnnnnnn... no. Nothing.

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Maybe I could bear a tiny city appartement where it's too hot because it's summer, too little room in the bed, and the noise of a huge city in the background, and some narcotics ushering in a mean hungover... allmost like those music videos where you see rainy pixelart or whatnot... for like 30 minutes before I decide I want to go home and never hear of it again -.-... I allways feel like shit after I allow her to come over, I don't get it, she won't scrounge, she'll barely converse, she'll hardly cuddle, and sex is basically off the table except not entirely so it can allways loom uncomfortably in the background. She'll cut most of my topics with, that's too mentally demanding, eventhough she got a college degree and I don't. She basically just leaves her ashes everywhere and occupies the side of the bed that doesn't make my back worse. But she knows I'm lonely enough to basically put up with whatever from time to time, and just because I didn't pick up the phone for the third time in a week doesn't mean I don't feel just as alienated as if she were here. pff I think I prefer it when my RL peers don't remind me their existence >( and even the image I painted a few lines above is basically a bullshit romantisation of a situation I'm pretty confident I prefer avoiding. She should find a new BF and not talk to me again for as long as it lasts *sigh*. Her appearances these past 5 years, plus the "3 encounters" in 2018 make me want to never physically be around women ever again. Allways testing like taunting you to show them a version of yourself they'd like, which simply implies me being the shadow of a better person. And like cats, they get interested when you avoid them, but only the shittesting neurotic ones that will make me feel even weirder than I am.


When you're alone you just pick your stimuli wisely and the day will be ok. That's basically what I intend to do till I die.

She sounds quite unpleasant, from what you say. Is the prospect of loneliness worse than the actuality of how she makes you feel?

[LordBaal]

Being lonely is not as bad as many people tend to picture it.

[hector13]

I love being on my own!

But I am an extreme introvert and have a history of mental illness, so I’m probably an outlier.

[ChairmanPoo]

One is the loneliest number that you'll ever do

[dragdeler]

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[scriver]

Being lonely is not as bad as many people tend to picture it.

Have you ever been truly lonely? I have. I'd rather put of with all kinds of abuse than be that lonely again. It's a spike in your mind, a nail in your heart, a searing hot ball of pain in your chest, and not metaphorically. It literally hurts.