Life's not always bright. At least once per month I'm struck by such despair, that I'm not sure if it's worth living. I'm telling you, if I wasn't devout and stuff, I would already committed suicide at least fifty times. Life's unfair.
The thing is, you're living. You don't know what'll be. You don't know how long are you going to live. Everything 'ere is transient. You could say nothing matters. Yet, it does.
There are things you can't do anything about. You have to accept these. If you did something wrong, think about it, and make sure you won't repeat the same mistake over and over. Humans are weak. But it's possible to get better and better.
If I really, really hate something, it's "the society". If we're supposed to live together, why is everyone so freakin' dumb, evil, senseless? Once I thought, let's leave from it. I have God, I don't need people. Let's leave them with their stupid ways. But then I saw, if I won't do anything about it, it'll stay the same.
So, Yoink. I encourage you accept the shit of the universe you can't avert, but more importantly, change things that can be changed. Even if you were suffering your whole life, you can still die with peace in your heart if you did something worthy. The worst thing is not doing something wrong. The worst thing is doing nothing at all. Then, nothing will ever get better.
Woah, I write a lot, I see. Hope I cheered you up at least a little bit.