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[hector13]

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I’ve also missed an appointment because I went to the wrong area of the building.

[KittyTac]

I'm really sick and my head hurts if I try to stand up.

[dragdeler]

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[TamerVirus]

Have you considered moving to a remote cabin in the wilderness where you can build bombs in peace?

[Kagus]

Fun fact: With a large enough bomb, anywhere can become remote wilderness!

[George_Chickens]

With the ability to make large patches of wilderness to be alone in, with bombs, you need a title. Since you're solitary, why not... uno?

That's it. I've got it. You can call yourself the Unobomber.

[ChairmanPoo]

Fun fact: With a large enough bomb, anywhere can become remote wilderness!

If they put you in solitary it works too

[TamerVirus]

That's it. I've got it. You can call yourself the Unobomber.

Sorry that name's taken by some fella who really really hates Chicago deep dish pizza

[dragdeler]

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[LordBaal]

I'm in a pretty bad spot. The kind of dip thst just wrecks me up too, stomach issues, aching muscles, can't get any rest because whenever I sleep I'm constantly beset by unsettling dreams and nightmares throughout the night or nap. Today I had (what I think is) a panic or anxiety attack for the first time in years too.

It's like my whole body conspires against me to make getting back to level as hard as fucking possible.

On the other hand it completely makes me understand why my ancestors thought nightmares was caused by, well, night mares. At times it feels exactly like I'm being taken for a terroe ride by some evil creature.

If you are feeling unwell to those extremes you should go to a doctor.

I'm really sick and my head hurts if I try to stand up.

You too.

I forgot my appt with my therapist today.

Use cellphone alarms in the future if you have one of such devices.

Can people stop clustering around me ffs.

Well, you are incredible sexy, as every average Dwarf Fortress player naturally is. Our appalling allure is simply irresistible.

[scriver]

I'm in a pretty bad spot. The kind of dip thst just wrecks me up too, stomach issues, aching muscles, can't get any rest because whenever I sleep I'm constantly beset by unsettling dreams and nightmares throughout the night or nap. Today I had (what I think is) a panic or anxiety attack for the first time in years too.

It's like my whole body conspires against me to make getting back to level as hard as fucking possible.

On the other hand it completely makes me understand why my ancestors thought nightmares was caused by, well, night mares. At times it feels exactly like I'm being taken for a terroe ride by some evil creature.

If you are feeling unwell to those extremes you should go to a doctor.

Don't worry, I have. Several ones, to be honest

[Mephansteras]

Not sure where to put this, actually. But it's kind of a sad.

I just finished playing The Banner Saga. It's odd...it's one of the more compelling game stories I've played in a while (if rather depressing), and it is attached to a game I really didn't enjoy playing. Normally I'd have just quit and forgotten about it, but the story was enough to keep me going.

I suppose the sad here is that I can clearly see how you could get different outcomes if you play things differently, but I was so 'eh' about the actual gameplay I'm not sure I'll ever do another run of it. Which is a bit of a shame. And there is a sequel, but I'll have to look into that more to see if I'd be interested in actually getting it.

[JoshuaFH]

I tried going to the gym again today, but I can't unmire myself from my own negativity. When I should be thinking of the task at hand, all I can think about is how no matter what I do, I can't endow my life with the mythical 'value and meaning' I'm looking for, life and all living things continue to exist as farcical entities, playing out a childish drama.

It's a fucking stupid line of thought, but I guess I'm too stupid to escape it. I feel like everyone and everything else has a special spark that lets them take themselves and their lives seriously. This spark lets them have self-esteem and goals, and the ability to protect themselves and act on their goals and interests and enjoy them; as opposed to just seeing life as a giant sham which has no value and there's no point in ever taking part in it, and trying to take part in it is a comical joke. I feel this spark was snuffed out in me, and it happened way back in my childhood before I could ever conceive of trying to protect it. It was either snuffed out, or it had to be planted there and cultivated, which it never was in my case. And now that I'm an adult and I don't have it, life is pretty much over, I'm just waiting to die.

[smjjames]

John McCain is ending his treatment for cancer.

[Hanslanda]

I tried going to the gym again today, but I can't unmire myself from my own negativity. When I should be thinking of the task at hand, all I can think about is how no matter what I do, I can't endow my life with the mythical 'value and meaning' I'm looking for, life and all living things continue to exist as farcical entities, playing out a childish drama.

It's a fucking stupid line of thought, but I guess I'm too stupid to escape it. I feel like everyone and everything else has a special spark that lets them take themselves and their lives seriously. This spark lets them have self-esteem and goals, and the ability to protect themselves and act on their goals and interests and enjoy them; as opposed to just seeing life as a giant sham which has no value and there's no point in ever taking part in it, and trying to take part in it is a comical joke. I feel this spark was snuffed out in me, and it happened way back in my childhood before I could ever conceive of trying to protect it. It was either snuffed out, or it had to be planted there and cultivated, which it never was in my case. And now that I'm an adult and I don't have it, life is pretty much over, I'm just waiting to die.

Not everyone has it. I feel exactly like you do. I wouldn't self terminate but I'm constantly secretly hoping I have a heart attack.