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[itisnotlogical]

I'm literally falling asleep at my desk. It's ten at night and the final is tomorrow. TIME TO STUDY.

Fuck I wish I was better at time management. Or just being a competent adult human being in general.

Also, I thought my Spanish essay was supposed to be 10 phrases but I wasn't sure. Wrote ten phrases because nobody else knew either. Just now saw the assignment paper, which I had been referring to while writing, and "fifteen sentences" in my own handwriting.

[Steelmagic]

I noticed someone sleeping just on the side of I-65. I've seen them before, but it just looked like a pile of rags. It wasn't bad today, but it's been like 22 degrees Fahrenheit outside.

[Jopax]

Inertia. Or rather, the realisation that whatever I try to change about myself will need to go up against some 20 years of inertia. And I'm not entirely sure I'm capable of pushing back strongly enough, for a needed amount of time to make the change. Which again stems from 20 odd years of thinking in a defeatist why even bother kind of way.

[ChairmanPoo]

 

I'm literally falling asleep at my desk. It's ten at night and the final is tomorrow. TIME TO STUDY.

Some people dream of success while you're going to wake up and work HARDER. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.

Also, I thought my Spanish essay was supposed to be 10 phrases but I wasn't sure. Wrote ten phrases because nobody else knew either. Just now saw the assignment paper, which I had been referring to while writing, and "fifteen sentences" in my own handwriting.

What kind of phrases you need?

[scriver]

Donde esta la locoteria?

[Arx]

Porque no los dos? No habla Espanol? Ich spreche kein Deutsch?

Inertia. Or rather, the realisation that whatever I try to change about myself will need to go up against some 20 years of inertia. And I'm not entirely sure I'm capable of pushing back strongly enough, for a needed amount of time to make the change. Which again stems from 20 odd years of thinking in a defeatist why even bother kind of way.

Small changes. You can't reverse all that momentum in one go, but you can push it around slowly. You can do it, mate.

[TD1]

Je non understando spaniardian.

[JoshuaFH]

My free safelink phone got deactivated. Apparently I neglected it too much, but I suppose it's my fault that I never call anyone. Now there is some utterly stupid system to get it reactivated, but it's a pain in the ass. I could pay for my own, but paying for something I never use is a slap in the face, delivered collectively by the entirety of the wired society that apparently mandates that I need one.

It's angering to say the least.

[helmacon]

Today I have 2 & 1/2 lab reports to write, a midterm, a lab to go to, and an interview for an internship this summer. (That's on top of my normal schedule of classes.)

I don't know if i'll even have time. Not a matter of "I have to do a bunch of stuff and I don't like it" but a matter of "I may not be able to accomplish all these things before tomorrow starts."

[Neonivek]

Well my depression kind of progressed to deeper depression.

As long as it doesn't become deep depression I'll be alright.

[helmacon]

If you do go down to the 3rd layer, make sure you don't mine the candy spires.

In all seriousness though, *hugs*

edit: I reread that, and holy shit. That was a much darker comparison than I intended it to be...

[Putnam]

thanks

i don't need medication anyway

[Shook]

Goddammit. The ONE time i decide to go to bed earlier than normal, my bowels start being fucking annoying. Tiny little pulses of nausea while lying down, not nearly enough to make me vomit, but plenty to keep me awake. At the same time, with me being the good little hypochondriac that i am, i fear that it's the beginning of something really bad, i.e. food poisoning. It came more suddenly last time, and my uh... Droppings make no indications besides constipation, though, so i'm hoping i won't have to stay up vomiting all night and morning. >.>

Addendum: ooooo boy, near panic-tier discomfort at the toilet. One shouldn't think an actually normal poo could be combined with that much discomfort. I kust keep waiting for something bad to happen, but it never comes, at least not besides the burning reflux. I also feel very cold, most likely due to how late it is. Typing on a phone with shivering hands is hard. I think my bowels disagree with something in todays beef stroganoff, without it actually being sickness-inducing. I hate these rounds of bad mojo so much, it is CRAZY how uncomfortable they can be.

[helmacon]

Last week I spent a solid 15 minutes curled in a ball on the floor as my intestines tore themselves free and went on tour of my body. I was damn close to tears on that one.

Still don't know why. It just sorta stopped after a while.

[itisnotlogical]

I once had a poo that took two sessions. I literally had to leave the bathroom and do something else because I was getting bored, the whole ordeal took about 45 minutes. No idea what made me so horrifically constipated for just that once instance specifically and then never again.