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[ECrownofFire]

Sent a message to my mum about stuff, I'm sure you can figure out what "stuff" refers to, I really hope that this doesn't blow up in my face.
EDIT: Got a reply telling me that I'll always be loved, etc. I think that this will be alright. I think MetalSlimeHunt could be right, just do the thing to unfuck your life. Hopefully.

That's very good! My mom basically reacted with "As long as you're happy, you have my support" when I told her about being pan/etc. Something that she's basically always said and stuck to. Basically the best reaction I could've hoped for, especially given the rest of my family's reaction...

Sounds like something to put in the happy thread rather than here

[Kot]

I started to consider killing myself again.
Life sucks.

[TheBiggerFish]

*hugs Kot*

Please don't.

[Silthuri]

My life is crumbling down around me. Every goal I've set for myself, I'm failing at. I'm missing a shit ton of classes and assignments. I won't make it into law school at this rate. I can almost feel a breakup in my future and I'm certain I'm going to end up completely alone. Therapy isn't working. Pills aren't working. Broke off from being like 6 months "clean" from cutting and it's getting worse. My "friends" are annoying the hell out of me.

It's like I'm sliding back to where I was though middle school. Except my coping mechanisms aren't working like they used to.

Fuck. My. Life.

[Mephansteras]

Minor sad compared to everyone else's, but the Rimworld thread got closed down due to some hoopla or another the same day I find a really neat Stream by Jef Major that showed off some hilarious Twitch integration mod people are working on.

People need to chill more.

[TheBiggerFish]

*hugs Silthuri*

Talk to people.

[MetalSlimeHunt]

Minor sad compared to everyone else's, but the Rimworld thread got closed down due to some hoopla or another the same day I find a really neat Stream by Jef Major that showed off some hilarious Twitch integration mod people are working on.

People need to chill more.

Note that Jef isn't planning on doing the Rimworld twitch integration again just yet. It makes chat unusable, so the hope is that a less intrusive version of it can be made.

[TheBiggerFish]

Oh, I was here for more than 'Sad thread has replies', wasn't I.  :s

Not getting enough sleep sucks, especially when you can't muster the motivation to actually take a nap.  Not that it'd help if I did now, it's too late.  Anyway.  Feeling kinda bleh.  Which sucks.

[Mephansteras]

Minor sad compared to everyone else's, but the Rimworld thread got closed down due to some hoopla or another the same day I find a really neat Stream by Jef Major that showed off some hilarious Twitch integration mod people are working on.

People need to chill more.

Note that Jef isn't planning on doing the Rimworld twitch integration again just yet. It makes chat unusable, so the hope is that a less intrusive version of it can be made.

Sure, but it was hilarious and I figured people would have fun watching it.

[TheBiggerFish]

Minor sad compared to everyone else's, but the Rimworld thread got closed down due to some hoopla or another the same day I find a really neat Stream by Jef Major that showed off some hilarious Twitch integration mod people are working on.

People need to chill more.

Note that Jef isn't planning on doing the Rimworld twitch integration again just yet. It makes chat unusable, so the hope is that a less intrusive version of it can be made.

Sure, but it was hilarious and I figured people would have fun watching it.

You know there's a laugh thread???

[itisnotlogical]

I was feeling alright about myself because I cooked something I never had before and it turned out okay. Was enjoying it and feeling a little bit proud of myself, like "Yeah, I'd be fine if I had to cook for myself."

Then mom had a panic attack with a major dizziness spell thrown in and fell out of bed and I realized oh wait, I'll never be able to live alone. Then I realized I'm 20 years old and still have to take the bus and bum rides from classmates because I don't have a driver's license and nobody will teach me, and it's not like I can bring a girl over or have dinner with friends because I live with my fucking mom. Then I realized I'm 20 years old and my judge of self-sufficiency was making fucking applesauce. I'm a goddamn loser and there's no helping it.

[hector13]

 Cannae sleep. Too warm, in November, in Wisconsin.

Pfft.

[TheBiggerFish]

bad things happened, and worse things almost happened, and i feel responsible for them

[hector13]

Were you responsible for them?

[TheBiggerFish]

maybe
at least partially, if possibly inadvertently