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[i2amroy]

Today, I woke up.

I also vomited.

These two things happened within five minutes of each other.

Could have been worse! They could have happened in the opposite order!

[hector13]

Today, I woke up.

I also vomited.

These two things happened within five minutes of each other.

Could have been worse! They could have happened in the opposite order!

Could've come out the other end too!

[miauw62]

I feel like there's nobody that actually really cares about me, and that there never will be.

[TD1]

Probably not what you want to hear from a randomer on the internet, but I'm fairly certain a lot of people are about to say "we care for you!"

I'd count myself as one of them, regardless of whether or not bland textual-care is what you wanted.

[miauw62]

Online people isn't really what I ment :<

(i'm sorry if thats rude )

[TD1]

Of course it's not

I figured online people wasn't what you meant. Still, even if you think no one in the RL cares for you in the real world then it tends to be one of three things. 1) They do care, but you don't realise. 2) They do care, but you're too melancholy to remember that at the moment. 3) People will care at some time in the future.

[miauw62]

i guess my parents care but i cant talk to them about a lot of things. and i guess i have my best friend, but that's different and i can't really talk to him about everything and its hard to go to him when im really sad about something because he's heard it all before :<

and i really doubt that last point anyway. nobody really has for a long time and despite everything ive done nobody does.

[BorkBorkGoesTheCode]

I feel like there's nobody that actually really cares about me, and that there never will be.

What care do you need?

[miauw62]

i wish i had somebody that would listen to my dumb insecurities even after ive already talked about them a hundred times

[TD1]

I think that's why people invented religion - pretty hard for God to tell you to shut up

[BorkBorkGoesTheCode]

i wish i had somebody that would listen to my dumb insecurities even after ive already talked about them a hundred times

Then feel free to speak, I will listen, if I'm  online.

[TD1]

i wish i had somebody that would listen to my dumb insecurities even after ive already talked about them a hundred times

Then feel free to speak, I will listen, if I'm  online.

+1. Feel free, anytime. No point in penting things up. Whether I say anything constructive, however, is debatable.

[Kot]

It's actually makes me think, you know, that there are tons upon tons of people who say that nobody cares about them, that they have no friends and life is shit, but then they aren't there. Where are you, people? Maybe there is just a social limit of one special snowflake per any given group? Maybe people are so good at pretending it's okay that truly nobody actually notices? Maybe we just have our heads in our asses and don't notice them?

Life is hard. Fuck I wish I at least had one person that I could pretend is my real friend, not just someone I know because we bump into each other from time to time.

[Shook]

hrm

I should've been in bed an hour ago, if not more. I have to be up early and ideally fresh tomorrow, because we're heading to Flensburg (city in northern Germany) in order to research for our creation of a board game. Now, many people would relish at the chance to design and produce a board game, but honestly, i'm not really a fan of them if one discounts roleplaying games like D&D. Solo board games are as dry as it gets, and playing with others pretty much has to be versus, because you can't really have an AI in cardboard. Now, get this: I really don't like playing against others. I also, with all due respect for the citizens there, don't care more than usual for southern Schleswig. So, travelling to Flensburg in order to research for a board game that revolves around southern Schleswig. Even with special treatment thanks to my beloved bowels, i'm not really looking forward to it, and frankly i'd much rather be working on video games instead.

So, not a slammin' day tomorrow (and the following day, we're sleeping down there), and i've just made it worse by not sleeping in time. WHY AM I SO BAD AT TREATING MYSELF WELL.

[BorkBorkGoesTheCode]

It's actually makes me think, you know, that there are tons upon tons of people who say that nobody cares about them, that they have no friends and life is shit, but then they aren't there. Where are you, people? Maybe there is just a social limit of one special snowflake per any given group? Maybe people are so good at pretending it's okay that truly nobody actually notices? Maybe we just have our heads in our asses and don't notice them?

Life is hard. Fuck I wish I at least had one person that I could pretend is my real friend, not just someone I know because we bump into each other from time to time.

+1