If you have a burn you need to get moving NOW. The longer you wait, the more lasting the damage; this is true for all burns, no matter the severity, but is much more important when they are serious. And that's a hell of a serious burn, so you need to get treatment asap. Don't wait around and think it's going to be ok, or you could do it tomorrow. This is how you get horrific scarring that lasts you the rest of your damn life. At best.
Two things. One, I went to sleep at 4 am (not my brightest moment, but it was a friday), and I woke up at 7:30 am, just like I do everyday for no reason. That's not sane. It's a fucking weekend, I had nothing to do until 11:00 AM at the very earliest, and I cannot, for the life of me, sleep normally. I've been waking up at 7:30 on the fucking dot for weeks now. I don't know if there's some sound that gets made that wakes me up at that time or what, but it's making life a pain. Normally I just go back to sleep (after double-checking that my alarms are working), but today I just couldn't. I just did not feel tired even though my body was (and is) clearly suffering the effects of acute sleep deprivation. My eyes hurt, my head is sore, my chest is painful to the touch, and I can't sleep any of it away. it hurts...
I made the mistake of trying (and more-or-less succeeding) to make a friend with the quiet girl who sits next to me in my statistics course. I've been forcefully reminded why I'm single: i freak out whenever I like someone, try to cover every probable (and several deeply improbable ones) angle on the issue, fail, and then either do something stupid or give up (to prevent myself from doing something stupid). I pulled myself out of the rabbit hole of rereading advice on the internet which is alternately aimed at young teens (never trust wiki-how no matter how cute their pictures) or creepy adults, and now I just don't know what. The simple problem is I don't know what to say or to do after deciding I like a girl. I'd like to do something about it, and ideally now instead of months later, but... meh. The easy answer is "do nothing", and I know that because that's what I do every time. And "nothing" is a legimate decision to make, but not if you do it every time. I'm actually quite comfortable around girls in general, but girls I like? I've never developed the social skills to deal with that situation. I'd probably be happier if I wasn't ever attracted to anyone, but that's not really practicable since loneliness is what led to this.
The end result is I feel like shit. so i feel like shit. and my head hurts because I couldn't sleep. At least my nightmares stopped a few days ago.