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[Gentlefish]

Aye. Comparing your problems with others is stupid. Don't trivialize your shit because someone somewhere has it a lot worse. On the other side of the coin, someone somewhere has it a lot better.

Your problems are uniquely your own. You still have to deal with them regardless of what's happening to someone else.

Yeah, this.

I am so very sorry.

@Elephant Parade, my sincerest condolences.

Thanks.

All I can offer is the hope that everything goes as smoothly as possible at this point. I know that when my grandmother had her stroke that she wanted it to be over with - to the point where her last words were "no" when the doctors were talking about palliative care.

You'll be told it's okay to grieve, but remember what they mean is that it's okay to grieve in your own way. It's not easy, but it never really is. Good luck, man. I'll keep you and your family in mind.

[chaotic skies]

Spoiler: Ignore, just me ranting until my head was clear. (click to show/hide)

Just...uhg. This move is wearing on me. I mean, yeah. I'm moving to a bigger house. Cool. I like this house, but whatever. I don't pay the bills. Plus someone who's becoming one of my best friends is doing her old disappearing act again, except this time I'm a bit more than slightly worried. She's not at school all day, and when we ask her she say's she was at the eye doctor's or something like that. Then the same thing happens the next day, and...I'm just overreacting again. I need to stop thinking about this so much. Right? That's all it is. I can't be right. That's some dark irony there, if the only thing I've correctly predicted is some bad shit happening to my friend. I need to do something to get these thoughts out of my head. My rubber bands aren't working anymore. I promised myself I wouldn't do anything stupid. Fuck. Why does this have to be so difficult? Why? I just want to go back a year, back to when I could just hang out with my friends, when I didn't have to dance through every conversation, when the littlest thing wouldn't set off everyone. This is stupid. I need to be happy. I've got people I want to help, and I can't do that if I'm sad. I need to stop thinking about this shit. It's just going to keep me tied to it, the more I think about it. I need my brain to stop. Maybe then I can put my heart back together. I'm not sure I can even find the pieces anymore. No, stop this. Stop doing this to yourself. You have to be happy. If you're not, no one else is going to be for you. I don't know anymore. I'm just...tired. Sleep doesn't effect it, but it's still a good excuse for the bags under my eyes. Yeah. That's exactly what I want. To lie to everyone again.

[Mictlantecuhtli]

Spoiler: This is what bothered me today (click to show/hide)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TPhnOKmhbBw

Let's not mention the fact I never have time anymore. 

I'm sorry I'm not around enough and have been such an abrasive figure.

[MaximumZero]

Doubled up on painkillers, still in hellacious pain. Calling the doctor tomorrow. Stupid back.

[Mictlantecuhtli]

Doubled up on painkillers, still in hellacious pain. Calling the doctor tomorrow. Stupid back.

Spoiler (click to show/hide)

But have you tried punching it?

[WillowLuman]

I think a close friend of mine has been depressed for a different reason than I surmised (or perhaps, rather, in addition to the obvious reason), and that I inadvertently shoved it in their face today.

[Shook]

Ugh, i've failed to bring my GameMaker 8.1 key from home, which i'm not sure where is so i can't just call people and tell them to find it, and i can't find it nor any records of my purchase online. This means that i can't really work on Angry Laser Space on my laptop, due to the Lite version being unable to handle a few crucial functions i've used (and Studio having made a SHIT TON of changes, some being relatively quick fixes, and others* requiring me to go through almost every single object in order to fix them), so i can't compile the game for the purpose of showing off the latest version in gaem design class. I'll be going home not this weekend, but the next one. That's 10 days of waiting if i'm not going to bother crunching through the Studio conversion. >.>

What's more is that i can't find any records of my purchase, even though i'm pretty damn sure i've bought it, so emailing YoYo Games about it won't make any sense. They also don't sell keys for GM 8.1 any more, and well, all in all, i'm pretty screwed if i don't have it saved on my desktop computer.

* removing custom trigger functions and the option to treat all uninitialized variables as 0 if they're called, the latter of which will require a MASSIVE rework

[martinuzz]

The hospital phoned. Mom's dead, pretty much—no chance of any amount of recovery.

I am so sorry. I wish you strenght in dealing with the loss of a parent.

[TheBiggerFish]

...I'm so sorry.  If I can help you at all, let me know.

@BHK:What everyone else said.  Just because someone has a worse sad doesn't mean yours aren't important.

@chaotic skies:

Spoiler (click to show/hide)

If you're worried about your friend you should talk to them.  Privately, preferably.  And yes, you are tired.  But you also sound pretty depressed, just from what I'm seeing here.  Which is probably why you're tired.  Is there anything I can do to help you out?

@HugoLuman:Apologize.  Apologize to them.

@MZero:Back injuries suck.  Hard.  Wish you could just punch them out.  :v

@Shook:Well that sucks.  Ask around, maybe someone else has a key.

[miauw62]

The hospital phoned. Mom's dead, pretty much—no chance of any amount of recovery.

That's awful, man.


This entire situation with my crush is fucking with me pretty badly and i can't really talk about it...

[chaotic skies]

@TBF:

Spoiler (click to show/hide)

 I'm trying, but it's...difficult at times. Can't talk to someone who won't show up to begin with :/ Luckily she showed up today, but I'm still working on convincing myself to actually do it. And...I was just tired and worked up, don't worry about it. If there's one thing I took away from talking to therapists, it's that there's apparently nothing too wrong with my psyche. I just need to clear my mind sometimes, you know?

[RedKing]

Dropped my phone and cracked it. First time I've ever done that. Shouldn't upset me as much as it does (I mean, it still works mostly) but it does.

[scriver]

I cracked my 3310 by dropping it the floor.

Yes. It is actually possible.

...I split the atomos.

[martinuzz]

Dropped my phone and cracked it. First time I've ever done that. Shouldn't upset me as much as it does (I mean, it still works mostly) but it does.

There's worse things. I've had my laptop screen go CRACK! a few years ago, when the pressure of a busline being overcrowded pushed my backpack against a pole.
I went from CRACK!? to CRINGE! in seconds, believe me.

[scrdest]

I cracked my 3310 by dropping it the floor.

Yes. It is actually possible.

...I split the atomos.

Teach me, master!