Mostly rage that's causing sadness. Be warned
Shitty day at work. Had to deal with mega-bitch who reported me for throwing things out into a regular garbage bin rather than a specific bin. Even the manager who wrote me up for that was confused about the whole thing. Then she has the fucking audacity to claim I didn't do enough work when I worked 5 skids down by myself, put it all away, filled everything that can possibly go out from it, following my orders. She sat there all fucking shift throwing stuff out and doing it as slow as possible and complaining there is too much. I THREW OUT TWO TO THREE TIMES AS MUCH IN A FOUR HOUR SHIFT, INCLUDING FILLING AND OTHER JUNK, YOU DID THAT MUCH IN FIVE HOURS! I DID MORE WORK IN MY 6 HOUR SHIFT THAN YOU DID IN A FUCKING 8+ HOUR SHIFT. GO FUCK YOURSELF.
Throw on top of that, earlier to day, my classmate, who I love like a second mother, starts complaining to me that shit that I've been avoiding has gotten so bad, that its now spread to HER group. And shes complaining and sad that she can't study or anything anymore, and I give her the alternative to come sit with me ad my buddy away from it, and she says no and then goes on with assumptions that I can fix her problem. I am NOT going back to that fucking douchebag who wants to fight me and his succubus and try and end the drama. No, until that fucker drops that girl whos starting all this shit, I will not even ASSOCIATE with that group.
And then I come home, find out Huniecam studio, which I've been anticipating since I played Huniepop, is already banned twitch and people are not only trying to remove it from steam but trying to fucking make sure it doesn't go on youtube. Apparently as well, some dumbasses released a fucking fan-made DLC for Baldur's Gate II, which was a game released in 2000, which that alone shouldn't have happened, but they released a glitchy, horrible piece of shit that not only removed mods, not only insults its fanbase and consumers, but it fucking insults Wizards of the Coast, D&D Players, D&D itself and everything that made the game Baldur's Gate. YOU DO NOT RELEASE A SHITTY FANFICTION AS A DLC, INSULT YOUR CONSUMERS AND THEN PREVENT THEM FROM ADDING THEIR OWN STUFF WHEN IT WAS THERE ORIGINALLY. As a famous canadian comedian says (who probably quoted someone else with this) IF IT AIN'T BROKE, DON'T FIX IT. IT DOESN'T NEED ANY MORE DLC, ESPECIALLY IF THE GAME IS TOO FUCKING OLD FOR MOST COMPUTERS NOWADAYS WITHOUT SOME SORT OF PATCHING.
And to drive the nail deeper, my nose is in so much pain that when I bopped it on accident, it felt as painful as when my toe got infected and run over, and probably for that reason, my nose is bleeding.
I am the thickness of a hair away from berserker rage or breaking down into tears right now... Hoping some rest will calm me down...