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[miauw62]

How long has it been?

"only" two months, so this post is probably pretty dumb.

[Helgoland]

Heh, if everything works out the worst should be over now. You can look forward to it getting noticeably better in the next month or two - it's a highly nonlinear process.

[Kot]

I am 104 days in and it doesn't really get better, but consider that I am proably fucking crazy.

[Helgoland]

Dude, at that point I was honestly thinking about offing myself so the pain would stop. Turns out cutting someone out of your life for good is a better option though.

[Xantalos]

True. It varies depending on how much contact you have with the person of interest in question, I think.

[miauw62]

Heh, if everything works out the worst should be over now. You can look forward to it getting noticeably better in the next month or two - it's a highly nonlinear process.

it's not even really an issue unless i'm like, confronted with it, like those times when i sit down in the school theatre, which seats like 200 people, and manage to sit down right behind her through pure bad luck. but when it happens i basically panic and it ruins my day :/

also uugghhh i feel terrible all the time and then i want to play games to relax but it just frustrates me more, and i just end up pissing away all my time doing nothing at all...

[Kot]

Dude, at that point I was honestly thinking about offing myself so the pain would stop. Turns out cutting someone out of your life for good is a better option though.

Not really an option, the only way I could off myself is killing myself, which we already agreed isin't an good way out.

[Helgoland]

Isn't that what 'offing oneself' means?

[Kot]

I don't know. Proably.

[Descan]

It either means that or masturbation.

[Kot]

Both won't make the situation suck any less, though at least one will stop the damn pain.

[ChairmanPoo]

Both won't make the situation suck any less, though at least one will stop the damn pain.

Yeah, it might work, but you might also end up with a repetitive strain injury in your wrist.

[TheBiggerFish]

*(platonic) hugs to all*
(Also, the philosophic hugs were quite funny.)

[WillowLuman]

My extended extended family is dropping like flies. Most of them I never knew, but it's got my Dad and my closer extended relatives pretty down :c

[TheBiggerFish]

...
That sucks.