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[miauw62]

Well that's obvious. What do think is the chance of you having a crush on whoever you have a crush on (specifically)? Is it likely? I mean, we have people here who do have likely crushes, but that's different. Since they're usually friends or something.
 
Ok please don't say yes.

what are you even trying to say? That nobody is attracted to me? I guess there's a good chance that's true, yeah

[Bauglir]

Apparently, lockers are rented out by the semester, and obviously a month in they're all taken. So Bauglir will not be using the conveniently-located pool on campus, because I'll be damned if I'm going to leave my stuff sitting out. It's all crap not worth stealing, except the backpack itself - and I don't expect a thief to bother checking inside first. This means I'll need to find another place, which I'll have to pay for and drive to, and which will have far less convenient hours.

[Spehss _]

Pools and swimming are overrated anyway.

_{^{Says the guy who never learned to swim.}}

[Shook]

It's at least a useful skill to have, we actually had swimming class in public school. :v

Also, apparently my mood decided to go to shit on its own accord, which i of course am absolutely thrilled about. And to think, i was actually feeling pretty good before that. Still somewhat sick (although definitely recovering), but felt good. That is no longer so. Now i am both on the verge of coughing my lungs out and feeling like i don't deserve to make progress in this life.

As an extension to that feeling, i also get nervous about damn near anything that isn't routine. Family dinner? Nervous. Travelling? Nervous. Meeting up with friends? Nervous. Meeting new people? Even more nervous. Applying for a job? Balls out terrifying. Pretty much everything that's conductive to self-sufficiency makes me nervous as hell. I'm a goddamn nervous train wreck who can't even try to follow his own dreams without being nervous and second guessing what the dream actually is. Do i even have one? I don't know right now. Ugh, better go to bed.

[Orange Wizard]

Pools and swimming are overrated anyway.

Not when you live on an island and swimming lessons are a compulsory part of school because of all the drowning deaths

[Bauglir]

It's also the only* form of exercise I enjoy.

*Haven't tried sex, not gonna count on getting a partner for that one.

[TheBiggerFish]

@Caroline:
.........

*hugs*

*lots of hugs*

Wish I could do anything more to help, but...Yeah.

[Orange Wizard]

no quoting

FITE ME

...

More seriously, pls tough it out until you can get the hell out of dodge and move somewhere not shit. Europe's pretty full-up, but maybe Canada has some spare spots. Or NZ, immigrating here is easy if you have a tertiary qualification.

[Rolan7]

And you've probably heard terrible things about the USA, but we're usually not that bad...
Just, become an adult or whatever.  Alive, please?  We're rooting for you to escape.

[TheBiggerFish]

And you've probably heard terrible things about the USA, but we're usually not that bad...
Just, become an adult or whatever.  Alive, please?  We're rooting for you to escape.

Yes.  Very much this.

[KingofstarrySkies]

no quoting

FITE ME

...

More seriously, pls tough it out until you can get the hell out of dodge and move somewhere not shit. Europe's pretty full-up, but maybe Canada has some spare spots. Or NZ, immigrating here is easy if you have a tertiary qualification.

Ayo. We're... Underpopulated. Gibe caroline, will make happy. And seriously, Caroline. Please, PLEASE make it out of there... I bet you anything almost any forumgoer would be willing to help you. :c

[Orange Wizard]

And you've probably heard terrible things about the USA, but we're usually not that bad...

Despite ranking really low on the quality of living scale compared to other Western countries.

I bet you anything almost any forumgoer would be willing to help you. :c

Also this, yeah. It's weird to help/accept help from random internet people but if push comes to shove don't count it out.

[Amperzand]

Also the fun thing where our medical care costs more than anyone else's, for roughly low-average care. :V

One thing you can be sure of with the US: Almost no likelyhood of a war caused by another country affecting you directly.

[Tiruin]

Hold on there Caroline When bad things happen and that's what people say, sometimes this makes up the entirety of what we see. I personally keep in mind to keep looking all around, so I won't get fixated on "just this instance" that I'm probably only seeing a tiny slice of life.

That's what was told to me anyway, and it makes a ton of sense. We sense things linearly, one after the other--keep in contact with the friends you love; keep yourself angled towards a better future, but always be aware of where your current position is so that you won't be taken unaware

Those people who label and judge aren't those who actually studied, learned, and gave themselves to educating on the issue they're talking about. Especially given the ignorance level of superlative adjectives they use. :v Move away from there, it's a negatively conforming place as far as things are presented (or at least keep in contact with those who think otherwise in a better way) ._.

[Bauglir]

blagh

new life experience get: cops-have-a-quota pull over

in their defense, my failure to renew my car's registration is entirely my fault, and this could all have been avoided if i'd taken the needlessly circuitous back road route home

i think this is what they call hubris