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BlackHeartKabal

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #100815 on: January 14, 2016, 10:02:14 pm »

I'm averaging 4-5 hours of sleep, and am constantly exhausted. Sleep apnea and sleep paralysis progressing to having to gasp for breath and hallucination, and since I both am not independent and live in america, a doctor isn't an option. I just don't know what to do.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #100816 on: January 14, 2016, 10:32:12 pm »

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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #100817 on: January 14, 2016, 11:11:21 pm »

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WTF/Sad


This is actually a really small sad. I just wanted to blow off some steam. A bunch of stuff that is much worse and more worthy of being posted here has happened within this week, but I don't want to talk about it right now, especially because the majority of the stuff doesn't involve me as directly.
:-\
It'd help a lot if your parents didn't use anger and blame as a substitute for 'I may not be able to do this well :/'. I hope there's anyway you can help them via school services and such.

Though, maybe it may also be in how you addressed her and stuff--those ways we communicate, while different from our perspective, may be taken in a whole other interpretation by those who hear our words. Best thing to do is to ensure we grow and learn, because we can control ourselves. .-.
*still hugs*

Related sad: A friend PM'd me and inquired if he should stop PMing me in the future because of my wording--I specifically recall that we've been over this before and I offered a ton of advice to how to go around with communication. It's a sad on my part because it leaves me with the impression that nothing I said makes sense and... :-\

This, when combined with my low self-esteem, sets me in a hole for days.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #100818 on: January 14, 2016, 11:15:21 pm »

I don't really think that you're to blame here, Caroline. Yeah, you telling your mother to do it herself might have been the catalyst, but it honestly feels like your mother would have just found another excuse to go off even if you hadn't said anything.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #100819 on: January 14, 2016, 11:28:08 pm »

hard to talk about something that i don't have huehueheuheu

ANYWAYS

I am actually starting to sorely miss being on IRC (and i'm BORED OUT OF MY GODDAMN MIND), but my hands are still too much at risk to start chatting like a maniac (even a gentle and careful maniac). Rambling on the forum just isn't the same, because people can't butt in during the ramble and lead me on to tangents. I also miss some of the cool people in there (to a limited degree, since there's literally only one person on all the channels i go to that i know in person), and these channels are among the very few places where i can interact with people in real-time without being anxious. :<

Tried voice-to-text options? I think most of the Windows past XP have a not-totally-terrible one built in. I've been using an older version of Dragon NaturallySpeaking I got for $30 off Amazon to chat with for the past year or so. It came with a half-decent headset and everything. Been in a similar (but really severe in my case) situation in regards to hands RSI for the past year-and-a-bit, so I've had to get to know my options. Works better than you'd think.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #100820 on: January 14, 2016, 11:42:16 pm »

idk girl, your parents seem like argumentative jerks, i really doubt you made it worse or anything like that, and its okay to be angry and stuff - you do seem to be in a rather high-stress environment all the time after all. emotions pile up and its !!fun!!, but yeah you're alright and you dont need to beat yourself up over having strong emotions over your mother's stupidity and all that
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #100821 on: January 15, 2016, 02:05:28 am »

idk girl, your parents seem like argumentative jerks, i really doubt you made it worse or anything like that, and its okay to be angry and stuff - you do seem to be in a rather high-stress environment all the time after all. emotions pile up and its !!fun!!, but yeah you're alright and you dont need to beat yourself up over having strong emotions over your mother's stupidity and all that

But seriously though.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #100822 on: January 15, 2016, 02:06:04 am »

hard to talk about something that i don't have huehueheuheu

ANYWAYS

I am actually starting to sorely miss being on IRC (and i'm BORED OUT OF MY GODDAMN MIND), but my hands are still too much at risk to start chatting like a maniac (even a gentle and careful maniac). Rambling on the forum just isn't the same, because people can't butt in during the ramble and lead me on to tangents. I also miss some of the cool people in there (to a limited degree, since there's literally only one person on all the channels i go to that i know in person), and these channels are among the very few places where i can interact with people in real-time without being anxious. :<

:( I hope your hands become better
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #100823 on: January 15, 2016, 02:14:14 am »

hard to talk about something that i don't have huehueheuheu

ANYWAYS

I am actually starting to sorely miss being on IRC (and i'm BORED OUT OF MY GODDAMN MIND), but my hands are still too much at risk to start chatting like a maniac (even a gentle and careful maniac). Rambling on the forum just isn't the same, because people can't butt in during the ramble and lead me on to tangents. I also miss some of the cool people in there (to a limited degree, since there's literally only one person on all the channels i go to that i know in person), and these channels are among the very few places where i can interact with people in real-time without being anxious. :<
:( I hope your hands become better
Well the first line might explain why his hands are that way....


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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #100824 on: January 15, 2016, 02:30:07 am »

You'd like that, wouldn't you? ;)



...Anyway, Sads: I am ridiculously tired today and I think I somehow managed to further injure my sprained ankle in my sleep. It was feeling mostly better yesterday, but today it's pretty bad. Ouchie.
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #100825 on: January 15, 2016, 02:30:35 am »

Day four of broken heart... *sigh*

Still can't go through the day without getting flashbacks...

I am hoping this goes away in a week..
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« Reply #100826 on: January 15, 2016, 02:50:53 am »

hard to talk about something that i don't have huehueheuheu

ANYWAYS

I am actually starting to sorely miss being on IRC (and i'm BORED OUT OF MY GODDAMN MIND), but my hands are still too much at risk to start chatting like a maniac (even a gentle and careful maniac). Rambling on the forum just isn't the same, because people can't butt in during the ramble and lead me on to tangents. I also miss some of the cool people in there (to a limited degree, since there's literally only one person on all the channels i go to that i know in person), and these channels are among the very few places where i can interact with people in real-time without being anxious. :<
:( I hope your hands become better
Well the first line might explain why his hands are that way....


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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #100827 on: January 15, 2016, 04:18:46 am »

After submitting everything to all the prospective internships, I realized that I was uploading the outdated resume all along... and only because one of the internship sites failed to upload the file so I went to manually copy+paste it.

Out of four, only one has a way to edit submissions.

I don't think I'll get into anything now :/
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #100828 on: January 15, 2016, 08:43:55 am »

i'm exhausted and have to go out, and i don't know what the hell to do
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Re: Things that made you sad today thread.
« Reply #100829 on: January 15, 2016, 11:22:19 am »

there was some mandatory school theater meeting for the london trip, and i just sit down somewhere at random

i manage to sit right behind my crush and the dude of which i assume he is her bf like a month ago. why does this have to happen to me
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