This might be half rage, and it might not even be sadness, but since I've been talking about my shit here, I'm going to explain some things here.
So, my group leader was busy tonight and I couldn't talk to him. So I talked to one of the better alumni in Brentwood, my buddy Dillion, and i just unloaded on him. And he saw an underlying thing that was upsetting me:
My fucking teacher, who I've been scared of taking this girl away from me, is actually breaking the rules of being a teacher and, after he analyzed what I said, he believes he's taking advantage of this girl. He also says he thinks my teacher shouldn't be doing this WHEN HE HAS A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND.
My buddy also told me that I should report him to his boss because what he's doing is wrong on more than a personal level. I don't jno if that's right, but I guarentee if I do this, and the girl I like finds out, she will hate me. She says she will forgive me for one thing, but this might take that and a few other chances.
My group leader will have to give me insight, but if I do this, I have several people who will back me on this and one of my friends could even get pictures of need be.
And the worst part my buddy said? Is the fact she's 18 and vulnerable and he's 26, taken, and is taking advantage of this girl.
Now that I see THIS is one of the real underlying reasons why I'm getting so hostile towards him, I don't even know if I should give him a warning shot or not. And if I rat him out, he'll know it was me because of the hostility I give him