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[Bauglir]

it's like a drunken slip'n'slide

nobody knows what they're doing, everybody's going to get hurt, and that's basically fine

[Xantalos]

Fuckingdammit dreams stop taunting me. I already struggle with the reality of not being able to be with her I do not need dreams that I cannot forget no matter how hard I try tantalizing me about the prospect that will never happen in the first place fuckshithoflglibnozgarkass

As a side note, whatever action you take Miaw I'd recommend you do something or other before you possibly end up in my situation, it's not an enviable one and I can't get myself out of it.

[TheBiggerFish]

Uhh, Xan, do you know from experience, or have you just deemed it impossible...?
I mean, if you haven't tried and there's no evidence to the contrary...

[Xantalos]

Uhh, Xan, do you know from experience, or have you just deemed it impossible...?
I mean, if you haven't tried and there's no evidence to the contrary...

From a purely technicality-minded standpoint it's perfectly possible but it would involve manipulating her and probably other people in order to cause her to break up with her current significant other who she's been with for a good 3.5ish years, and I couldn't get that past my conscience if I tried.
Plus if I even acknowledge the possibility of it a part of my brain goes into constant thinking about how to make it happen without hurting anyone's feelings on my part, which aside from passively waiting for the off-chance that they break it off on their own isn't really doable, and that line of thinking just leads to hours secluded in my room writhing in frustration so it's better for me to just put down a unilateral stance of impossibility to better impose the appearance of rationality on my psyche.

[TheBiggerFish]

Oof.
That hurts.
I've got nothing.

[Xantalos]

Yeah, I've spent roughly a year and one month (best approximate time I can figure I fell for her, since I've known her for a year and seven and started displaying signs of affection around six months after meeting her, though I remained in denial for about four months after that) trying to finagle a solution to this and I've come up with nothing other than 'remain good friends with her and try not to blurt it out when inhibitions are lowered'.

[Xantalos]

Back really is killing me today. At some points, it's started to get hard to even breathe without flashes of pain, and I'm also quite tired, and I feel like exerting myself could make things worse.
Still, I have to go to crossfit today because I'm scared he could get angry at me.

Doublepost, but goddamn ouch. Mayhaps try relaying the fact that you're in pain to the trainer guy? Unless he's also your dad in which case I'm sorry for you, but hopefully they tend to be reasonable people when it comes to injuries, because injured people can't come to their classes and pay them money.

[TheBiggerFish]

Back really is killing me today. At some points, it's started to get hard to even breathe without flashes of pain, and I'm also quite tired, and I feel like exerting myself could make things worse.
Still, I have to go to crossfit today because I'm scared he could get angry at me.

Doublepost, but goddamn ouch. Mayhaps try relaying the fact that you're in pain to the trainer guy? Unless he's also your dad in which case I'm sorry for you, but hopefully they tend to be reasonable people when it comes to injuries, because injured people can't come to their classes and pay them money.

Heh, yeah.
If that doesn't work, well, take a book or something with you and go but don't do anything?

[Descan]

ear infection again

started two days before i get on a bus to baltimore to see my guy

insurance doesn't cover me because i'm not in school atm so medication cost 50 bucks instead of 5

pain aaaaaa

i need to stop using q-tips .-.

[Xantalos]

Kim Davis

source

Now this doesn't make sense to me, and I'm a warping eldritch abomination that spends its time demoing around on the Internet instead of doing anything important.

[TheBiggerFish]

@Caroline:If your two sisters will not either testify that you physically couldn't do the whatever, or did the whatever, I think you need new sisters.

*reads other half of the post*
Ooooor they have verrrry mild cases of ...serious brain damage.  Very mild.  They'll be just fine.
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No but seriously, what.

[Orange Wizard]

I think it's mostly scary parents.

[flabort]

ear infection again

started two days before i get on a bus to baltimore to see my guy

insurance doesn't cover me because i'm not in school atm so medication cost 50 bucks instead of 5

pain aaaaaa

i need to stop using q-tips .-.

Yah, infections that you were over with before returning sucks. My throat infection came back on Thursday, and it's driving me nuts too. I have yet to see a Dr about getting some medicine, so you have my sympathies. Two dudes in mind-bogglingly frustrating pain without our needed meds we are.

Best of luck to you getting better, Descan.

[Sirus]

ear infection again

started two days before i get on a bus to baltimore to see my guy

insurance doesn't cover me because i'm not in school atm so medication cost 50 bucks instead of 5

pain aaaaaa

i need to stop using q-tips .-.

I thought you guys had free healthcare in Canadia? Did I miss something?

[flabort]

I thought you guys had free healthcare in Canadia? Did I miss something?

There are three categories of things in Canada.

1) Vital Dr.s visits: whether a walk-in clinic, a family doctor, an emergency room visit, these are free.
2) Vital "Other": Meds, eye-doctors, dentists, physio therapy, these things are typically covered by workplace or school provided insurance, and can be expensive if you don't have insurance, but very few Canadians have to pay much for these things.
3) Non-Vital "Other": Cosmetic surgery, etc, pay out of pocket.