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[BFEL]

Well if you're just looking for a "good time" after a night of drinking then there are plenty of websites that let you find just that.

As for the sick sads, BFEL still has the cold from LAST MONTH. REALLY SHOULDN'T HAVE EATEN THAT DAMN FRENCH TOAST.

[Spehss _]

I stayed up until 1 in the morning now. I need to go in at 8 in the morning to take the calculus test.

Oh god what if I'm really tired and do bad because I'm tired oh god oh man panic. Panic panic I can't sleep now panic panic gotta panic aaaa.

[Xantalos]

The initial... I don't know what it was, but the initial wore off and now there's mostly just sadness and too much thinking about my rejection by crush. Have to correct my thoughts whenever they go in that direction, got to tell myself that hope is really only going to make things worse.

On rejection.

He says most of what you need to hear, even if it isn't the same situation, the same points apply.

Eh, I know that a lot of sad thoughts tend to be exaggerated BS, and that I'll probably get over it. In the meantime, I really just need to vent.

Most certainly, he says so himself, and I agree. If you can't simply deal with the crap, vent and push it away for later when you can. Bottling up leads to bad stuff, mmkay.

As someone who's been bottling up feelings like this for around a year now, I can confirm this.

[Yoink]

Can I just move to another English-speaking country and pretend that I've always been there?

Maybe we can do some sort of weird grown-up version of an exchange program.
I'm sick of Australia (and shh, we might have a strange dialect but it still counts as English more than 'Murican does! ).



Anyways, my day didn't suck as hard as I expected it to, but it still sucked pretty damn hard.
Like getting downgraded from... a black hole to a big ol' patch of quicksand or something along those days lines. It sure did suck.

At least I made it through the day. Now to do it again tomorrow...


Edit: That was a weird typo. I am pretty damn tired.

[Orange Wizard]

I hate my country and every last person in it. Can I just move to another English-speaking country and pretend that I've always been there?

You're welcome to come here. Like, literally. Our immigration controls are basically a joke at this point.

[Yoink]

Posting this here 'cause I have the most recent post in the WTF thread and it kinda fits here as well:

I just stumbled across a Japanese goregrind band with cover art that is fairly typical for the genre... but featuring a cutesy anime girl. It was very tempting to link it in the anime thread to mess with 'em, but it'srather NSFW and thus doing so would probably get me banned.

[Eric Blank]

Had to get up at 2:30 am to go get gas for my dad, who walked home, and now the kittens wont let me sleep. Just go to bed, boogerheads

[Yoink]

Steal a flatbed loaded with catnip from someplace and chuck 'em in there whilst you grab some shut-eye?

[itisnotlogical]

"Hey itisnotlogical"
"Yeah subconscious?"
"Remember that thing that happened six years ago? You didn't do anything about it at the time, and actually forgot it even happened? Well, guess what, you're upset about it now. Like, really upset. And it's far, far too late to do anything about it other than be unjustifiably mad at the people involved."

[Spehss _]

Back from taking my calculus test.

Spoiler (click to show/hide)

It was in a "testing center" this time around so I had the entire day to work on the test if I wanted to, compared to tests in class where I only have 2 hours.

I started the test at 8:30 in the morning. Worked on it until 1:30 in the afternoon. Completed everything to the best of my abilities, rather than completing everything on the test and knowing I got them right, which means I probably made multiple mistakes and got multiple questions completely wrong and will probably do terribly despite spending 5 goddamn hours working on it and studying for it the entire weekend. Obviously I didn't study enough. Obviously I need to forego sleep and spend every moment working on math problems if I hope to do good on the tests my teacher hands out.

Best case scenario I'm expecting, I get a 75 on the test. That would bring my current grade from a 45 to a 55 because I got a 42 on the first test and the tests are 85% of the grade making the homework, quizzes, and any grade that isn't a test, grades that I actually do fairly well on, almost worthless.

I cannot see myself passing this class, because 3/5 of the tests are in class, meaning limited time, and even in a setting where I have almost unlimited time I still can't expect to get a passing grade on the test, meaning I can expect 3/5 of 85% of the grade will be absolute shit and I will fail.

This is the first class I could wind up failing, this is the first class I would have to take again, this is the first class that will probably sink my gpa like a stone, and this is the first class where even when I'm clearly making an effort to do as good as possible I could still fail. This class is required credits for my major, this class is essential, this class is hell and the thought of failing it and taking it again, makes me want to commit seppuku and the thought of dropping the class and taking again is about as bad an option.

tl;dr: Hooooooooooly shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit someone kill me now and end my suffering.

[Tack]

Started cheating with a friend to get character levels up on a permadeath game.
Sadly, as deaths are quite common, it's hard to get anybody up to a decent scratch in PvP.

So we've taken to hanging on obscure servers and spinning at the same time in the hope that we'll find eachother and we can grind up.

The sad part is, having removed the fear of permadeath on well-kitted characters, I find the game much more enjoyable to play, and can play much more happily against the standard types of douchebag you find online who make a special effort to kill your characters.
Which isn't usually how it goes with cheesing/fudging games.

[TheBiggerFish]

Back from taking my calculus test.

Spoiler (click to show/hide)

It was in a "testing center" this time around so I had the entire day to work on the test if I wanted to, compared to tests in class where I only have 2 hours.

I started the test at 8:30 in the morning. Worked on it until 1:30 in the afternoon. Completed everything to the best of my abilities, rather than completing everything on the test and knowing I got them right, which means I probably made multiple mistakes and got multiple questions completely wrong and will probably do terribly despite spending 5 goddamn hours working on it and studying for it the entire weekend. Obviously I didn't study enough. Obviously I need to forego sleep and spend every moment working on math problems if I hope to do good on the tests my teacher hands out.

Best case scenario I'm expecting, I get a 75 on the test. That would bring my current grade from a 45 to a 55 because I got a 42 on the first test and the tests are 85% of the grade making the homework, quizzes, and any grade that isn't a test, grades that I actually do fairly well on, almost worthless.

I cannot see myself passing this class, because 3/5 of the tests are in class, meaning limited time, and even in a setting where I have almost unlimited time I still can't expect to get a passing grade on the test, meaning I can expect 3/5 of 85% of the grade will be absolute shit and I will fail.

This is the first class I could wind up failing, this is the first class I would have to take again, this is the first class that will probably sink my gpa like a stone, and this is the first class where even when I'm clearly making an effort to do as good as possible I could still fail. This class is required credits for my major, this class is essential, this class is hell and the thought of failing it and taking it again, makes me want to commit seppuku and the thought of dropping the class and taking again is about as bad an option.

tl;dr: Hooooooooooly shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit someone kill me now and end my suffering.

Talk to your teacher.  Talk to any counselor you may have.  Try the Math Help Thread more.  Find another math teacher, because obviously yours isn't working well for you, and ask them.  Worst comes to worst, ask about transferring to a different teacher in that class if at all possible.

[itisnotlogical]

Accidentally exported to a model file instead of importing it to work on it. So a totally fixed-up, ready-to-go model for my game got overwritten by a Blender starter scene, with no way to recover it.

An earlier version is backed up in the cloud, but the one I overwrote had about an hour's worth of work in setting up material sharing, fixing UVs, and correcting the flaws that all Mixamo Fuse models have.

[TheBiggerFish]

Ctrl-z?
I mean seriously, it's worth a shot.

[Arx]

Ctrl-z?

Doesn't work in this instance. It's an external file thing, not a Blender internal thing.

Good luck Spehss _. Always willing to help with maths up to the level I understand, as is everyone else in the maths thread. I'm pretty sure you can do the thing if you try.