Pretty sure she's talking about this:
My faith in humanity is at an all time low right now.
In which my formatting is skewed.
Yeah, I was referring to this.
Oops.
huuuuuh
stuff
opportunity to undo academic fuckups
don't want it
...
i would literally rather qq than use fix everything button
...
psychologist is sure i'm not psychotic
should probably get that psychiatric evaluation done at some point
[...]
I'll poke this in brief:
If one can do anything good in their life, it all starts with the act and will of doing it--the path to a better life does not like in the 'Quit' button, in reality (allegorical), or in any game. Ever.
Unless that quit button leads you to the Konami code and then you get 30 more lives...but that's branching away from the point.Now in talking about academic worries--there're better people IRL to talk about regarding those (ie the guidance counsel in schools, who in my opinion and experience, follow the humanistic and humanitarian viewpoint).
Following up the orange part: That is supported in your subtleness online, too (though obviously I'm speaking from only a tiny viewpoint, given that psychosis and other notions in the psyche require a physical examination. You seem like a rather good lad, just misguided at times and lost in others.
I'll share a something here. One thing that kept me going is a proverb I've heard when I was a child. When my dad saw my inquisitiveness about things and poked my depression, he gave me a note. 'Do good in times of doubt, otherwise regret may follow you when you think 'What if'.'
Which should pretty much have context, but I forgot the exact way it was given (and it was in Tagalog, so translation, go!)