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[Spehss _]

I'm mostly failing, unfortunately. I swear, 90% of the songs you find on youtube are either about relationships, trying to get in a relationship, or sex, none of which are conducive for the purpose of trying to get said feelings off one's mind.

Instrumental music best music. Lrn2 instrumental avante-garde extreme prog deth metal.*

_{^{*probably not an actual genre of metal. but considering this is metal we're talking about, there probably is at least one band going by this genre.}}

[Tack]

Ah Pandora. How you all my music.

[Spehss _]

Reeeeeaaally bummed and burned out.

Logically, suicide is not the best choice. Still seems the best option. I'm really tired of this total ennui I have. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. :\

[WillowLuman]

Something you could try that's helped me out of a funk in the past: start a project of some kind. Mod a game, draw some pictures, paint your walls, go build something in a sandbox, begin a worldbuilding thread. Just find something absorbing to do.

[Tack]

-snip-

Then keep thinking logically. Personally, as long as I have money to buy my little figurines to occupy my time, I'm happy to just exist in this pathetic half-existence for the rest of my life.
It's not a great way to live, but it's better than suicide, because at least then I'll be able to admire the march of technology, maybe be in the first generation to escape our solar system, and if not, just be that awkward person that everyone is secretly disappointed in at family events.

So far all of my close family seem quite convinced that I'm depressed and it's proving very difficult to convince them otherwise- but suicide couldn't be the furthest thing from my mind.
Existence is actually remarkably easy, when you get down to the basics.

[Spehss _]

Something you could try that's helped me out of a funk in the past: start a project of some kind. Mod a game, draw some pictures, paint your walls, go build something in a sandbox, begin a worldbuilding thread. Just find something absorbing to do.

I've done that basically my whole life. Go from project to project. Never finished anything. Never got anywhere. Never stuck with anything. Currently I can't find anything to do. Lost interest in all my hobbies. Only stuff to do is passive time wasting crap like video games or internet.

[Vector]

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[Tack]

boys >:[

How dare you say such things about Objective!!

-More Ennui-

Yeah but that stuff doesn't last. I think it's just a plague of the modern first-world.
Have you tried hedonism? Worked alright for the Eldar.

[Bohandas]

Something you could try that's helped me out of a funk in the past: start a project of some kind. Mod a game, draw some pictures, paint your walls, go build something in a sandbox, begin a worldbuilding thread. Just find something absorbing to do.

I've done that basically my whole life. Go from project to project. Never finished anything. Never got anywhere. Never stuck with anything. Currently I can't find anything to do. Lost interest in all my hobbies. Only stuff to do is passive time wasting crap like video games or internet.

You need more games. Block out everything else until there is only the game and when you get tired of it find a new game. If you can't afford to buy any there are plenty of free ones on NewGrounds, Kongregate, Armor Games, and AdultSwim.com. I reccommend the Epic Battle Fantasy series.

[Arx]

Had my dad's funeral today.

I think my brain's finally accepted that he's not coming back. I used to wake up thinking that I'd go downstairs and he'd be there. Not upsetting, per se, but certainly an unpleasant feeling.

. I know a very little of how you're feeling. I hope you feel better soon.

[Cptn Kaladin Anrizlokum]

boys >:[

How dare you say such things about Objective!!

Maybe they were talking about Helgo?

[Magistrum]

Maybe they were talking about Helgo?

You wasn't supposed to tell, it's funnier to see they figuring it out on their own...

[Spehss _]

You need more games. Block out everything else until there is only the game and when you get tired of it find a new game. If you can't afford to buy any there are plenty of free ones on NewGrounds, Kongregate, Armor Games, and AdultSwim.com. I reccommend the Epic Battle Fantasy series.

Yeah, no. Like telling an alcoholic to drink more.

[Magistrum]

Yeah, no. Like telling an alcoholic to drink more.

Say, where do you live?
PM me if you don't feel comfortable telling everyone.

[Tack]

David The Master... you're not a domme, are you?