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[BlitzDungeoneer]

And Caroline.
And, if Vector is correct, Pufferfish and Reverie.
And some other people too.

*bearhugs everyone*
Awww... You guys genuinely made me feel better.
Thank you, Bay12. 
Words still fail me, though. So I'll just hug y'all again.
*hugs!*

*all the hugs*

[hops]

Oh, don't you know, it's always the perfect St. Tiruin. 
I mean, I like Tiruin as much as everyone, but can we cut out that crap?

[Helgoland]

Oh, you just want to get on Vec's good side
Objective and Vector, sitting in a tree, k-i-s - okay, I'll stop

[Execute/Dumbo.exe]

Oh, don't you know, it's always the perfect St. Tiruin. 
I mean, I like Tiruin as much as everyone, but can we cut out that crap?

Sorry, sorry, it was dumb, yhea.

[Tack]

That sucks Caroline.
...

So... are you pouring cereal normally now?

[BFEL]

GAH Fucking Kenshi update got pushed back a "few weeks"
Damn it.

*bearhugs everyone*
Awww... You guys genuinely made me feel better.
Thank you, Bay12. 
Words still fail me, though. So I'll just hug y'all again.
*hugs!*

HUGS FOR THE HUG GOD!

[Xantalos]

It's way too late and I should be going to sleep but I have too many things I feel guilty about (the foremost two being my continuing inability to surpass my laziness and write a paper woth 25% of my course mark due in 2 days and my evergrowing feelings toward a friend who's already in a relationship and has been for twice as long as I've known them) bouncing around my head so I'm browsing around the internet and playing 2 different songs simultaneously to attempt to distract myself from the turmoil I have.
I'm mostly failing, unfortunately. I swear, 90% of the songs you find on youtube are either about relationships, trying to get in a relationship, or sex, none of which are conducive for the purpose of trying to get said feelings off one's mind.

[Magistrum]

Oh, don't you know, it's always the perfect St. Tiruin. 
I mean, I like Tiruin as much as everyone, but can we cut out that crap?

Sorry, sorry, it was dumb, yhea.

Hey, what are you up to? No being mean to eachother!

It's way too late and I should be going to sleep but I have too many things I feel guilty about (the foremost two being my continuing inability to surpass my laziness and write a paper woth 25% of my course mark due in 2 days and my evergrowing feelings toward a friend who's already in a relationship and has been for twice as long as I've known them) bouncing around my head so I'm browsing around the internet and playing 2 different songs simultaneously to attempt to distract myself from the turmoil I have.
I'm mostly failing, unfortunately. I swear, 90% of the songs you find on youtube are either about relationships, trying to get in a relationship, or sex, none of which are conducive for the purpose of trying to get said feelings off one's mind.

So,well, is getting rid of feelings altogether an option?

Then if not, stop feeling guilty and go do something about one of those things. Any is fine. Seriously. Go. Do. Something.

I don't know why you are still reading... Go call her!
No, better yet, leave her for the time being, go make that damn paper!

[BFEL]

It's way too late and I should be going to sleep but I have too many things I feel guilty about (the foremost two being my continuing inability to surpass my laziness and write a paper woth 25% of my course mark due in 2 days and my evergrowing feelings toward a friend who's already in a relationship and has been for twice as long as I've known them) bouncing around my head so I'm browsing around the internet and playing 2 different songs simultaneously to attempt to distract myself from the turmoil I have.
I'm mostly failing, unfortunately. I swear, 90% of the songs you find on youtube are either about relationships, trying to get in a relationship, or sex, none of which are conducive for the purpose of trying to get said feelings off one's mind.

Search for "3 Inches of Blood"
All their stuff is bout stabbing in a not-sexy way. So it should help.

[Xantalos]

So,well, is getting rid of feelings altogether an option?

Unfortunately no, I tried quite extensively the last time something like this happened, and that emotional attachment wasn't nearly as intense as this one is developing towards being.

Then if not, stop feeling guilty and go do something about one of those things. Any is fine. Seriously. Go. Do. Something.

I don't know why you are still reading... Go call her!
No, better yet, leave her for the time being, go make that damn paper!

It's quite early where I am right now, so calling her right now would only serve to either wake her up or get a voicemail
That said, I do talk with her quite frequently, and we're good friends outside of the unrequited attraction thing, which hasn't even come into the picture as I've been pretty good at concealing it, and if I have my way it won't come up ever since she's quite in love with her significant other and I'm not gonna try to fuck that up, partially because it wouldn't work and mostly because it'd be a horrifically douchey thing to do, from my point of view at the least. I don't think there's much I can do in regard to that scenario besides practice repression and do a lot of karate after hanging out with her.

As for the paper...............
I really should. I've spent a few days just staring at a word document for several hour stretches trying to make myself write it. But laziness.
I say I've no motivation to do it as if it's some psychological issue, but really deep down I just don't want to do it, don't fear the consequences of failing the class since it won't result in people yelling at/hitting me, and I'm really good at weaselling out of things I don't want to do. Only reason I'm still putting up the pretense of putting in effort is because my sense of shame compels me to.

Thank you for the encouragement though!

All their stuff is bout stabbing in a not-sexy way. So it should help.

I dunno, stabbing in itself is a sexual act if you think about it the right way. CURSE YOU FREUD

I'll look them up though.

[BFEL]

I don't think there's much I can do in regard to that scenario besides practice repression and do a lot of karate after hanging out with her.

XANTALOS, THE KARATEBOMINATION

[Xantalos]

XANTALOS, THE KARATEBOMINATION

I can't not sig this.

[TD1]

Oh, don't you know, it's always the perfect St. Tiruin. 
I mean, I like Tiruin as much as everyone, but can we cut out that crap?

Has somebody not taken their tetchy medicine today? 

This is the sad thread, which still somehow manages to turn happythreadesque! Tis a nobl(ish) thing!

[Yoink]

I'm mostly failing, unfortunately. I swear, 90% of the songs you find on youtube are either about relationships, trying to get in a relationship, or sex, none of which are conducive for the purpose of trying to get said feelings off one's mind.

This song's about an army of deadly cyborg slaves turning on their masters in an orgy of gratuitous violence, if that helps.
And here's a song about waking up in a bathtub with your vital organs stolen. Or a good old-fashioned song about apocalyptic war, if that floats your boat battleship.

[scrdest]

I'm mostly failing, unfortunately. I swear, 90% of the songs you find on youtube are either about relationships, trying to get in a relationship, or sex, none of which are conducive for the purpose of trying to get said feelings off one's mind.

This song's about an army of deadly cyborg slaves turning on their masters in an orgy of gratuitous violence, if that helps.
And here's a song about waking up in a bathtub with your vital organs stolen. Or a good old-fashioned song about apocalyptic war, if that floats your boat battleship.

Or you can have an awesome proggy instrumental album.