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[Cryxis, Prince of Doom]

Still laying down crying
She said some things that rather hurt
I'm not sure if anything I said was upsetting to her
She's trying to be sorry about it now .-. I accept her apologies but I feel like she's only saying them because she knows I'm upset not because she really means it
I don't know .-.
This stuffs confusing

[Orange Wizard]

I am very tired. I have not been using my time productively. And I have been breaking some promises I made myself. Glub glub glub!

Me too.

Blurble blurble

Flibble flibble floob

Blarg.

I'm still working on an assignment due tomorrow technically today really. 3/4 of the way done, it's midnight, and I'm tired.

warglflargl

uuurrblllerrbbrrr

[hops]

blorble

[crazysheep]

It's surprisingly easy to keep up a facade rather than admit defeat.

[MetalSlimeHunt]

blorble

*heavy breathing*

[Truean]

Nonsense is becoming the norm. Authority is substituting for reason. Fear of consequences is the trump card.... It's sad.

[Frumple]

... if it means anything, your attempts to get said points across around here are at least appreciated, even when misunderstandings and disagreements and whatnot occur. Too tired at the moment to add anything to that statement, but... felt the sentiment should be expressed, I guess.

[MetalSlimeHunt]

This is why I rapid-fire between nihilism, existentialism, and absurdism depending upon how I feel on that particular day.

[hops]

I think this is appropriate time to use this again, both for myself and you guys.

[Tiruin]

I am very tired[...]

Me too.

Blurble blurble

Tired high-five! x_x

Always love Chibird's penguin. :3

[Bohandas]

I think this is appropriate time to use this again, both for myself and you guys.

Cute!

[Putnam]

This is why I rapid-fire between nihilism, existentialism, and absurdism depending upon how I feel on that particular day.

They're all just weird ways of looking at reality. No idea why people have to get so sad about reality, especially the non-human element. It's there. It can't really be changed, not yet. It's something you have to deal with, but that doesn't mean you really need to take a stance on it. It's not meaningless just because there's no inherent meaning, despairing over it isn't productive and it's not confusing just because someone's confused by it. The universe has nothing wrong with it. The universe has nothing right with it. The universe's intrinsic values exist, and that's mostly what they do. Sometimes, the universe's intrinsic values lead to things that want to ascribe some odd concept called meaning to things, and that's fine, as long as said things want to have meaning or were designed to have meaning. Trying to apply meaning to things that were neither designed nor want to have meaning is not a good use of time.

[CaptainMcClellan]

I know I said I wouldn't, but I have a legitimate sad this time.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Pq-S557XQU I no longer see the purpose in my life.

Someone talk to me before I do something stupid. I've already stayed up all night and had to face the reality of a very bleak and painful future from the point of view of an already not-so-pleasant present. What is the point of persevering in the face of the futility that I face? As a human, I'm below average in my capabilities and old-fashioned in my reasoning. If even the best are being replaced, then what hope do I have? And without hope, I cannot function. I don't see how anyone could. It's not even as though I am liberated to do something else, it's more akin to being barred from what I want to do and then enslaved by those who won't do it but won't let me do it because they don't want to pay for me to eat. And even the arts aren't safe anymore, so I have reached an all-new level of purposelessness that makes me just wish I were dead. I... I guess I could hold on for my friends' sake, but what's the point in that? I'd spare them a lot of misery to just let them collapse in on themselves and die of their own accord and myself do the same. Someone, anyone, give me a reason why continuing my life on this wretched sphere is even remotely worth it? ( Don't say pleasure, because I have nearly none. And these were mainly rooted in hopes, dreams, and other meaningless escapisms. Now I am left with a life that has only misery, unless someone can find something to give me reason again. I suppose there's the afterlife and all that, but wouldn't I arrive there much more quickly if I took a shortcut? And even if I go to hell, then isn't that just the same as eternal hopelessness? So how would that be any different? )

[hops]

Sorry if this sounds useless, but being in your shoes several time (although I usually exhaust myself from crying and then fall asleep) what I find is that it's almost always a given that existential horror melt in the light of day. No matter how impossibly uncompromising it may appear in the darkness.

So, I suggest playing videogames or reading. Or cry, but you seem like more of the worrying type than the crying type.

[CaptainMcClellan]

...Yeah. That sounds like things I've said before. Problem is, the horrors always come back stronger and I am always weaker and weaker in the face of them.

I can't even worry about it, I have to worry about how nonplussed I am about it, because my direct capability to deal with horrible things is broken right now. I couldn't cry even if I let myself, I think, because I tried and it didn't work. It just hurt with no relief.

I think this is what cynics refer to as "The utter soul-crushing reality wrecking the stupid idealist forever."