I'm really tired. Physically tired. Mentally tired. Emotionally tired. I'm just tired of life. My life seems so hopeless and futile.
Maybe I'm just so damn tired that it's making my mood shit. But I'm not in a good mood at the moment. Sorry. I feel the need to say something here, which is why I'm posting, and at the same time I feel like I really shouldn't, which is why I've spent the last 30 minutes or so rewriting and mentally debating whether I should really say anything.
I felt kinda the same recently because of school and I advise you do what I did, find a friend who can talk, or at least livechat and just have at it for a few hours until you feel in a better mood, then sleep. In the morning, try to get a plan together for all the things that are making you tired. If you don't feel up to that, try and take a day off to relax, possibly with no electronics whatsoever if you can do that without having anxiety. I don't know your situation, so that's the best I got. As per the hopeless and futile - ultimately it's not, you just feel that way right now because you
are tired and because you feel like you're faced with insurmountable problems. You're probably not, you just might have to go around the mountain instead of over it... The long way around isn't necessarily the bad way if you can afford to take it. That help?