Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Even if your problem seems like it's lasted for years, and there's no end in sight, you can't undo suicide. You can't change your mind half way through the act and come out ok. There's not even a guarantee that the suicide will work. The aftermath of a failed suicide attempt could be even worse than a successful one.
Read this, man woman? dude. Also this. Also this. The site has some really good reading for people who are really really down. Helped me when I felt down.
I'm probably being hypocritical considering all the
shitposts emotional venting posts I've made in the past about me wanting to off myself. But I think you deserve better than that. I think everyone deserves better than that. Well, besides me. But even I recognize that there's repercussions and that suicide is probably not the best option or solution. Even for me.
Also, if we're complaining, I have absolutely no friends anymore, lost contact with the few close friends I've had since elementary school after graduating high school, never had a girlfriend, I'm bad at social interaction, have social anxiety, can't make friends now, I'm a neurotic perfectionist who almost never feels satisfied with himself, have low self-esteem, low self-worth, I have no idea what I'm going to do with myself in the future, no idea what job I'll get, or what I'll major in in college, or where I'll live after college, and the only thing I really enjoy anymore is video games because that distracts me from reality, and honestly have no real expectations or aspirations for my future except that I'll probably kill myself one day after being a hopeless dissatisfied failure for years. I define my life by "I can't". Can't do this, can't be this good, can't work this out, blah blah blah. Basically hopeless.
And I'm telling someone over the internet that suicide is not the best idea. Because it's not. No one deserves to feel so hopeless that death is the only way out. That feeling sucks, but things can get better if you give it enough time.