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[Arx]

I'm sure pretty much anyone on here is willing to be a shoulder to cry on, via PM's or otherwise. I'm also pretty sure everyone here is trustworthy. It is your decision.

I hope things do get better. I honestly believe staying is the best choice for you.

[WillowLuman]

I'm sure pretty much anyone on here is willing to be a shoulder to cry on, via PM's or otherwise. I'm also pretty sure everyone here is trustworthy. It is your decision.

I hope things do get better. I honestly believe staying is the best choice for you.

+1 to this with all my heart. We're all here for you. Please don't go.

I've been there before. Quite a few of us have. I know it may seem hopeless now, but if you give it time and talk to people, things will probably get better after a while.

[Tawa]

I'm having an extremely hard time believing that the future will be any different.

Anything can change!

Everyone I know either hates me or ignores me

I know you!

I like you! I listen to you!

I don't have anyone left to talk to, or any shoulders left to safely cry on.

We are here. We are always here.

I am already dead. The only reason I'm still choosing not to do it is because I really just want a reason not to. Damn you all for making me stay, but also thank you so much.

We can be that reason. Things will improve, we promise. Don't go! Please!

[Spehss _]

I managed to stir things up that much, huh. I'm having an extremely hard time putting my thoughts into words, but here goes.

I'm having an extremely hard time believing that the future will be any different. I used to have so many things I loved to do, but now I either hate them or can't do them for some reason. There will be no things I like doing that I'll not be able to do again. Everyone I know either hates me or ignores me, so it's not like I'll be making anyone sad. I don't have anyone left to talk to, or any shoulders left to safely cry on. I am already dead. The only reason I'm still choosing not to do it is because I really just want a reason not to. Damn you all for making me stay, but also thank you so much.

So, uh, don't go and do the dying thing. If nothing else, there's gonna be aftermath that someone will have to clean up and it would no doubt be unpleasant for anyone involved. And there's not even any guarantee the suicide attempt would work. And your family will probably be upset. Granted, I don't know your family as well as you do (your brother's a nut, right) but the suicide of a family member is almost always a sad experience for the rest of the family. Do some research, I know there's various stories online of people's experiences with either friends or family offing themselves. Some of the saddest stuff I've read.

"Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem". If the problem is "There's nothing I enjoy in life anymore" then rather than immediately rage quitting life, find something to enjoy. Try to find something to enjoy. At least find something temporary to do until you do find something you enjoy. Try to find a less permanent solution to your temporary problem.

Also, I'll just leave this here. Was an interesting read for me, could be an interesting read for you.

[Cryxis, Prince of Doom]

Iron tomato: I'm open to PM's if you want to talk. Not sure how much I can help but I guess at bare minimum I could be a shoulder to cry on like everyone else....

[TD1]

I'm sure pretty much anyone on here is willing to be a shoulder to cry on, via PM's or otherwise. I'm also pretty sure everyone here is trustworthy. It is your decision.

I hope things do get better. I honestly believe staying is the best choice for you.

+1 to this with all my heart. We're all here for you. Please don't go.

I've been there before. Quite a few of us have. I know it may seem hopeless now, but if you give it time and talk to people, things will probably get better after a while.

Gonna jump on and +1 this too.

Iron tomato: I'm open to PM's if you want to talk. Not sure how much I can help but I guess at bare minimum I could be a shoulder to cry on like everyone else....

And plus one this too.

Irontomato, no matter how bleak the world around you looks, there are always those that hold you in high regard.

[miauw62]

Always open to PMs and on Steam. And #bay12lb is there for you too.

[Yoink]

I'm having an extremely hard time believing that the future will be any different. I used to have so many things I loved to do, but now I either hate them or can't do them for some reason. There will be no things I like doing that I'll not be able to do again. Everyone I know either hates me or ignores me, so it's not like I'll be making anyone sad. I don't have anyone left to talk to, or any shoulders left to safely cry on. I am already dead. The only reason I'm still choosing not to do it is because I really just want a reason not to. Damn you all for making me stay, but also thank you so much.

Dude, aren't you still a minor?
You can change pretty much whatever the fuck you want once you're an adult, apart from perhaps the downwards spiral of the world at large...
But yeah. I've made my life somewhat less shit than it was when I was a minor. You can move out, snub your annoying family, buy stuff you want, get drunk, own and drive a car (if you want to, I personally don't see the point) and eat Mexican food whenever the fuck you want to. It's actually kinda cool, you should stick around long enough to try it.

[Sirus]

I'm having an extremely hard time believing that the future will be any different. I used to have so many things I loved to do, but now I either hate them or can't do them for some reason. There will be no things I like doing that I'll not be able to do again. Everyone I know either hates me or ignores me, so it's not like I'll be making anyone sad. I don't have anyone left to talk to, or any shoulders left to safely cry on. I am already dead. The only reason I'm still choosing not to do it is because I really just want a reason not to. Damn you all for making me stay, but also thank you so much.

Dude, aren't you still a minor?
You can change pretty much whatever the fuck you want once you're an adult, apart from perhaps the downwards spiral of the world at large...
But yeah. I've made my life somewhat less shit than it was when I was a minor. You can move out, snub your annoying family, buy stuff you want, get drunk, own and drive a car (if you want to, I personally don't see the point) and eat Mexican food whenever the fuck you want to. It's actually kinda cool, you should stick around long enough to try it.

Oh so much this.

[Tiruin]

Iron tomato: I'm open to PM's if you want to talk. Not sure how much I can help but I guess at bare minimum I could be a shoulder to cry on like everyone else....

This-up too!

Also what Yoink said--of note, he's swearing at the defeatist attitude there, and not you, IT. He's got a nice point: You can change yourself--maybe not the big picture, instantaneously, but the small picture matters, all because the big picture is made up of construct of all those small pictures.

We're all here for ya--and if you wish to hear stories of such notions being disproven (ie future = better?! >_>) in a similar context, just ask (preferably in PMs); there are lots of people who have had them, and have gone through them pretty much...

But...yeah: root cause of problems come in attitude, and such a concept is a bundle of thoughts and beliefs...that there's a reason behind the occurrence for everything.

You are not dead that you are alive enough to speak about it. You seek for hope, and there is much around ya--don't give up, mate.

Everyone I know either hates me or ignores me, so it's not like I'll be making anyone sad. I don't have anyone left to talk to, or any shoulders left to safely cry on.

Either you're more mature than the rest around you or...well, I could relate there anyway. Story of my childhood to ~17 year old year in similarities.
Remember that out in the world--there are people who care for ya, even if they're not physically available; use that existence to calm you in thought, at least.

[Helgoland]

-snip-

Been there, repeatedly - yeah, PM box is wide open.

[Worldmaster27]

My PM box is open too - I doubt I can give you good advice, but I'll listen to whatever you have to say.

We're here for you.

[AlleeCat]

I would offer my help, as well, but I'm already over capacity when it comes to giving support, and getting a little emotionally burned out.

I will say that you shouldn't kill yourself, even if it's only for the people who have to clean you up afterwards. Most of the time, dying is messy. Some of those stains just don't wash out without a lot of effort. :p

[Cryxis, Prince of Doom]

Sad: not exactly happy with my girlfriends choice of celebration for the new year party she went to

[BlackFlyme]

Terrible sleep. Feel sick. Stuck here at my mom's boyfriend's again despite her promising that we would never be back here.

She still has a mountain of things to bring over, and all of it is ornaments and decorations.

Two trips with a moving van and about a half dozen with her car and there is still stuff to move still. I hate decorations.