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* Objective tangles Dutchling with an e-bola.

[RedKing]

Got some bacon-flavored Pringles.

They're not as good as something bacon-flavored should be. 


EDIT: Also, been fighting the sinus crud for days, as has the GF. Hers is worse because she accidentally inhaled some chai tea and her sinuses have been inflamed ever since.

[mastahcheese]

Kaladin, I would try to help but I don't have the slightest idea as to how I could.
I could try saying "Your life is worth it, blah blah" but I'm guessing you've already heard about four hundred times and if you're suicidal, it won't mean shit.

All I can really tell you is my own experience of overdosing on antidepressants, but I wasn't even trying to kill myself, just to feel numb to all the pain. (By the way, overdosing hurts like shit)

I've wanted to kill myself more times than I care to count. I've held knives to my throat countless times, seriously considering it. I've tried to drown myself. Sometimes it feels like there's still water in my lungs. But the fact of the matter is that none of my experiences really mean shit, because it's not like that helps you in the slightest.

And it's not to say that I don't care, I seriously hope that things improve to the point where it feels like life has an actual point to it, but I don't know what I can say to get any sort of positive feeling over to you.

*sigh*

I'm worried sick about my best friend because they're going through hell right now, and I sent them three messages and I don't even know if they've seen them, or if they're ok, or anything, and I'm worried as fuck about them.

I went to marriage councilling today, and accomplished considerably less than I hoped for, because we didn't have enough time to cover any of the things I wanted to cover, and I haven't been able to talk about my muscle spasms getting worse because it was just briefly skimmed over and not even seriously touched on.

I can't even use the laptop, even though I'm at the library, because fuck if I know what fried the damn thing, and I can't even remember how to set the thing to a prior save date to see if that will even work, because it crashes on booting, and the only thing I can access are the setup options, but those don't seem to have what I'm looking for.

[Yoink]

The brief CV-writing course I just had to attend made me simultaneously glad that I'm better than the other dregs who were there, and depressed that I had to be there in the first place regardless.

[Tack]

Like being a college graduate in an employment office.

[Spehss _]

God I hate Mondays. God I need a break. Uuuuugh. Uuuuuuuuuuuuugh.

What am I even accomplishing in college. What can I hope to achieve here. What am I even doing here. I don't belong here. What am I doing with my life. What is this I don't even.

Bumming myself out.

[Ultimuh]

God I hate Mondays. God I need a break. Uuuuugh. Uuuuuuuuuuuuugh.

Unfortunately, there's a long week ahead of us.. I wish it were Friday already..

* Ultimuh sighs.

[FearfulJesuit]

I won an Amazon gift card in a thing, and ordered two more books that I "needed". I've already run out of bookshelf space 

[jax3639]

I had a "what if" thought some time ago
all of my "what if" thoughts are/become sad
and this one hit me hard

I thought: "What if one of my friends were dying of cancer?"
and it snowballed

At one point I was imagining my friends in a hospital bed and giving me some gift to remind me of them
most of the gifts were sad
but my best friend's gift was on a completely new level of sad

For reference he is a brony

He gives me a plushie of of his favorite pony, pinkie pie, who represents laughter, parties, joy, etc. to cheer me up despite the fact that he is dying

I kinda break myself and sink into a depression that lasts a few days

[Cptn Kaladin Anrizlokum]

Some people invited me to go get food with them tomorrow, but I'm already exhausted from spending time with my family all weekend. So I'm probably just not going to go... People are tiring.

But then I am leaving my friend as a third wheel with a couple.
I don't know what to do.

[MaximumZero]

Meditate, chill or otherwise fortify your psyche in a quiet place for a while before going and enjoying yourself, knowing that you may be doing them a favor by being there if they're introverts. Then go home, unwind in a calm place for a bit, and smile. You get to smile because even though you are the only one who knows that it takes effort to be around people (you're not alone in this, but I know it feels that way,) you did a good deed by expending effort that was not absolutely needed. You went above and beyond, and no one can take that from you, no matter how much energy they take.

If you need to vent about being an introvert in an extroverted world, I'm all ears.

[Eric Blank]

My feet are too cold for me to get to sleep. I've doubled up my socks, wrapped all of my blankets around my feet as best I can, but I can't seem to warm them up, like the warm air is still escaping. They hurt, now. ;-;

[LordSlowpoke]

just pull them up to your stomach and use your body heat geez man

[MaximumZero]

Or use a blow dryer. Or a bag of rice in the microwave. Or a hot water bottle. Or a towel from the dryer.

[miauw62]

I second LSPs suggestion. You can also put your hands around them.