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[Tiruin]

I'm so tired :c 40-hour workweek + studying for GREs + applying for internships + applying for PhD programs + independent mathematical study = Very Sad Vector

Vector!
(~'u')~♥
^{Hugging smiley courtesy of Reverie, that awesome person, her.}

Sorry.
It's mostly calmed down now, but it's stil, threatening to come back. I think I just have to cry it out. Now I need some time to think, and figure this out.

All of Bay12 are here for you!

All here for ya, all of ya sad people!
If not physically, keep in mind that there will be people for ya, still!
Even in spirit!~
(~'u')~ ♥
^{Hugging smiley courtesy of Reverie, that awesome person, her.}

[hops]

Pretending to be happy is hard.

[Tiruin]

Pretending to be happy is hard.

Err...because its pretending. :S
*hugs to you*

[Cptn Kaladin Anrizlokum]

Pretending to be happy is hard.

Yeah, it is. Aim for neutral. That's what I do...

[hops]

Pretending to be happy is hard.

Yeah, it is. Aim for neutral. That's what I do...

Neutral just means you're depressed though.

[LordSlowpoke]

(~'u')~♥
^{Hugging smiley courtesy of Reverie, that awesome person, her.ORIGINAL HUG PLS DONT STEAL}

[Ogdibus]

(~'u')~   ~=♥)
Hugdouken!

^{Hugging smiley courtesy of Reverie, that awesome person, her.ORIGINAL HUG PLS DONT STEAL Too late}

[Spehss _]

Tired and feeling like shit and not productive at all but at the same time I can't go to sleep.

Also feeling lonely. Kinda want to bitch about it more but I'm too tired to try and cram my feet in my mouth tonight.

God I wish I could just go to sleep and not have to think about every little thing I think is wrong with me.

[Tiruin]

Pretending to be happy is hard.

Yeah, it is. Aim for neutral. That's what I do...

Neutral just means you're depressed though.

@_@
No it doesn't...Depressed is a whole different state from neutral.

Tired and feeling like shit and not productive at all but at the same time I can't go to sleep.

Also feeling lonely. Kinda want to bitch about it more but I'm too tired to try and cram my feet in my mouth tonight.

God I wish I could just go to sleep and not have to think about every little thing I think is wrong with me.

Foot > Ground, as Mouth > Non-foot.
Now stop killing yourself and think about what good you did today, no matter how tiny.

Like this heart. ♥
It is tiny on your screen, yet it symbolizes a lot. Much like what you think when you sad--its like explosive emotions. Enlarged.

[Gentlefish]

Uugh. I just had to choose to hurt my girlfriend's feelings on her looks by lying about her art, or by hurting her feelings on her self-worth by being honest.

She's a wonderful artist, but vectoring can't be easy, and she did a self-portrait as an assignment. Of course I was honest, but man. Shit sucks sometimes.

E: Just off a skype call. She's tired and beating herself up because she's been having a rough time of it I wish I knew what to say to cheer her up but nothing really seems to work.

[Graknorke]

Pretending to be happy is hard.

Yeah, it is. Aim for neutral. That's what I do...

Neutral just means you're depressed though.

@_@
No it doesn't...Depressed is a whole different state from neutral.

It's like... super-neutral.
Uncontrollably so.

[Tiruin]

Uugh. I just had to choose to hurt my girlfriend's feelings on her looks by lying about her art, or by hurting her feelings on her self-worth by being honest.

She's a wonderful artist, but vectoring can't be easy, and she did a self-portrait as an assignment. Of course I was honest, but man. Shit sucks sometimes.

E: Just off a skype call. She's tired and beating herself up because she's been having a rough time of it I wish I knew what to say to cheer her up but nothing really seems to work.

Why not tell her to not beat herself up and/or the lack of perfection =/= useless person? :C
Knowing you, you're a nicely nice guy :O So...positive criticism must've happened ._.

Honestly, self-portraits are pretty hard to do. Help her through getting through beating herself up?

[Gentlefish]

Uugh. I just had to choose to hurt my girlfriend's feelings on her looks by lying about her art, or by hurting her feelings on her self-worth by being honest.

She's a wonderful artist, but vectoring can't be easy, and she did a self-portrait as an assignment. Of course I was honest, but man. Shit sucks sometimes.

E: Just off a skype call. She's tired and beating herself up because she's been having a rough time of it I wish I knew what to say to cheer her up but nothing really seems to work.

Why not tell her to not beat herself up and/or the lack of perfection =/= useless person? :C
Knowing you, you're a nicely nice guy :O So...positive criticism must've happened ._.

Honestly, self-portraits are pretty hard to do. Help her through getting through beating herself up?

It's been an uphill battle for the better part of our time together. Artists are often hypercritical of their work. Plus her self-worth is tied into how she does at her works. She gets better, has good streaks, but under the kind of pressure she is, it's super easy for her to slip into and just as hard to get her out of her funks.

[Spehss _]

It's 2:20 in the morning and I have a class at 8:00 and need to wake up at 7:00. I still haven't slept. I've tried, believe me.

Someone kill me.

[Gentlefish]

It's 2:20 in the morning and I have a class at 8:00 and need to wake up at 7:00. I still haven't slept. I've tried, believe me.

Someone kill me.

Welcome to my life.