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[Cptn Kaladin Anrizlokum]

I don't know. Tired, kinda emotional, venting. Bleagh. Probably overthinking.

Sorry about my near constant shitposting about college social drama, by the way. I have no one else to really talk to about it though. God that sounds lonely to say.

Again, that's the purpose of this thread. People to talk to.
I have no close friends in real life, and it gets lonely sometimes. But hey, you can always PM me or something if you really need to talk to someone.

Maybe you should try to be more assertive, they might have been ignoring you because you are a "fade into the background" type person. I know I am... Some of my friends didn't know I had glasses for two years. 

[Cryxis, Prince of Doom]

Cryxis, it's going to be OK. We're all here for you.

I know, I think the crying helps me though, and I think it's ok since I saw his body today. They had like 7 panels covered in pictures, no memories of him and they made the whole viewing less terrible. They let me remember how happy his life was.

I have a funeral to look forward to tomorw though

Thank you all

[kaian-a-coel]

Made a fool of myself by showing up at the career center for seminar.

A seminar that's tomorrow

But you went to the center the day before,b not the day after, so you got that going for you, which is nice.

Cryxis, it's going to be OK. We're all here for you.

I know, I think the crying helps me though, and I think it's ok since I saw his body today. They had like 7 panels covered in pictures, no memories of him and they made the whole viewing less terrible. They let me remember how happy his life was.

I have a funeral to look forward to tomorw though

Thank you all

Oh shit. I offer you my empathy and condolences. Can't do anything more, sorry.

[Tiruin]

Sorry about my near constant shitposting about college social drama, by the way. I have no one else to really talk to about it though. God that sounds lonely to say.

Sounds, but it ain't. :/
This is a place to do it--it's pretty much like a Life Advice (like what Toady said), and something I also agree with.
It's pretty nice to have a place to talk in. Bottling stuff up is not good...

Come to think of it, given how friendly you describe her--why not speak to her openly about those fears plaguing you so that she'll know a bit more bout' ya and probably help you in turn? It's nice to have someone you can trust.

Also you've to face your thoughts one day :s In that post, there're attributions to things that...really don't make much sense other than if you give worth to it. You're not worthless. Nobody is. Also it isn't much overthinking--but perhaps how you judge things.
You were just late and caught them while leaving Nothing wrong with that!

Cryxis, it's going to be OK. We're all here for you.

I know, I think the crying helps me though, and I think it's ok since I saw his body today. They had like 7 panels covered in pictures, no memories of him and they made the whole viewing less terrible. They let me remember how happy his life was.

I have a funeral to look forward to tomorw though

Thank you all

Condolences there... 

[Descan]

Because you were raised by insects in human-suits.

[Tiruin]

I hate myself.
Why do I waste so much time? Why am I letting my future go to waste? Why am I so stupid?

> Learn from it
> Learn from it (also the only waste is being down in the dumps and never acting to get out or move from that dump, and even then it may not be a waste :<)
> No you aren't stupid. :V

[IronTomato]

I hate myself.
Why do I waste so much time? Why am I letting my future go to waste? Why am I so stupid?

> Learn from it
> Learn from it (also the only waste is being down in the dumps and never acting to get out or move from that dump, and even then it may not be a waste :<)
> No you aren't stupid. :V

This.

Also, Cryxis, I know it's late, but I'm really sorry about your friend. That really sucks.

[Cryxis, Prince of Doom]

Argh, now I feel like crap because my grandad's... err... past his expiry date. Could die any day now.

*hugs

I am very sorry

[ggamer]

My friend's uncle (though he might as well be his dad, they've lived together for ~four years now) just had a brain aneurysm. He's at Emory right now, so please keep him in your thoughts and prayers.

[Iceblaster]

Brain.

Can you fuck off please?

I'd rather not feel horrible and stuff. Stop reminding me I don't have a social life IRL. Please? I'll send a bouquet and box of chocolates.

:c

Also bla bla bla, feeling sick.

My friend's uncle (though he might as well be his dad, they've lived together for ~four years now) just had a brain aneurysm. He's at Emory right now, so please keep him in your thoughts and prayers.

:c

* Iceblaster initiates tactical huggles.

[Tiruin]

* Tiruin nudges Iceblaster :S

It's reminding you of what may be missing in life for you to be quite holistic in all your endeavors ._. Social life is pretty general. Vastly general.
Unless everyone, in a 100% rate, around you is a jerk...that is.

Get well soon though!

Edit:

Argh, now I feel like crap because my grandad's... err... past his expiry date. Could die any day now.

:X
Spend as much time as possible with him. :S
*hugs*

[Iceblaster]

Eh. It's more on the lines of I'm terrible at socializing and all the friends I /did/ have, I've either not communicated with in forever, or they turned out to be assholes.

I've been trying to improve though, but eh. Without the whole... Interaction IRL with people my age. Can only get so far without talking to another teenager

Thanks about the whole sick thing though.

[smjjames]

Reading your sads is making me sad.....

Um, group hug! *hugs cryxis, greatorder, and iceblaster*

[mastahcheese]

*Joins in the hugging of people*

Cryxis, if you're anything like me, going to the funeral helps a lot in getting it all (as in emotions) to go through you properly and for you to begin to come to terms with it.
I remember when my brother-in-law died it never really felt real until then. It's an important step, and you can do it.

Greatorder, like everyone said, spend time with him as much as you can.
Just remember that people aren't products, just because they've past the time that people expect, doesn't mean that they're doomed.
Have hope.
Maybe you'll get more time than you expect.

Iceblaster, I sympothize with you, even though I don't really have much in the way of advice, as I'm still figuring that one out myself.

[Cryxis, Prince of Doom]

*Joins in the hugging of people*

Cryxis, if you're anything like me, going to the funeral helps a lot in getting it all (as in emotions) to go through you properly and for you to begin to come to terms with it.
I remember when my brother-in-law died it never really felt real until then. It's an important step, and you can do it.

Greatorder, like everyone said, spend time with him as much as you can.
Just remember that people aren't products, just because they've past the time that people expect, doesn't mean that they're doomed.
Have hope.
Maybe you'll get more time than you expect.

Iceblaster, I sympothize with you, even though I don't really have much in the way of advice, as I'm still figuring that one out myself.

I think it will help me get through with the emotional side