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[LordSlowpoke]

It's hard to make a very good minimalist RTD by virtue of them being minimalist.

why yes i tried

* LordSlowpoke puts on sunglasses

you can't see me staring at you with utmost intensity and the expectations heightened to the level where they left orbit and are headed to crash into a spaceship headed to alpha centauri therefore fucking up ten hours of somebody's caveman to cosmos session when i have these on THEREFORE

* LordSlowpoke takes off sunglasses

okay my expectations aren't that high but that was a nice thought to humor

i know you're a silly enough bastard that you'd make it work if you wanted to though

[Darvi]

YEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!

[Xantalos]

after a brief analysis it turns out minrtds are the same reheated stuff ever since the first generation died off

where is the messiah this bullshit genre needs but doesn't deserve

I was making it but then I was lazy.

[Tiruin]

It's hard to make a very good minimalist RTD by virtue of them being minimalist.

why yes i tried

* LordSlowpoke puts on sunglasses

you can't see me staring at you with utmost intensity and the expectations heightened to the level where they left orbit and are headed to crash into a spaceship headed to alpha centauri therefore fucking up ten hours of somebody's caveman to cosmos session when i have these on THEREFORE

* LordSlowpoke takes off sunglasses

okay my expectations aren't that high but that was a nice thought to humor

i know you're a silly enough bastard that you'd make it work if you wanted to though

...I should really get the RTD Library up soon so y'all could see what a good minimalist is.

[Darvi]

A dead minimalist?

*runs away*

[Spehss _]

-snip-
Also everyday life increasingly bores me. It's always the same dullness. Doesn't mean I feel nothing, but eh.
-snip-

Can I just say that I thought exactly like this throughout my high school career up until I graduated. Which was literally about 4 days ago. Not just the "everyday is the same" sentence but the entire "I'm not as good as everyone else so I'm absolutely terrible, inadequate, and completely boned" mentality. After graduating I suddenly feel way more positive now that the constant burden of school is off my shoulders for a while. Moral of the story being that "It gets better."

It sounds like the perfectionistic society in South Korea is really getting to you. Maybe once you graduate you could move somewhere where they aren't as uptight about success? You could come to America! Probably way less perfectionist than South Korea's system.

[Tiruin]

Nah, I agree with you there Darvi--I'm also somewhat biased against minimalists because of the..ugh-y ness most bring.

But there are gems in the rough.

-snip-
Also everyday life increasingly bores me. It's always the same dullness. Doesn't mean I feel nothing, but eh.
-snip-

Can I just say that I thought exactly like this throughout my high school career up until I graduated. Which was literally about 4 days ago. Not just the "everyday is the same" sentence but the entire "I'm not as good as everyone else so I'm absolutely terrible, inadequate, and completely boned" mentality. After graduating I suddenly feel way more positive now that the constant burden of school is off my shoulders for a while. Moral of the story being that "It gets better."

It sounds like the perfectionistic society in South Korea is really getting to you. Maybe once you graduate you could move somewhere where they aren't as uptight about success? You could come to America! Probably way less perfectionist than South Korea's system.

She IS aiming to go to America silly Cat!

Bad thing, Korea's (and we're talking about South Korea :v) education system right now is...whack. Whoever the 'experts' were who thought of copying designing such a system...have their credibility shot and thrown with a milestone in the lake.
Because thrice damn. That education system is [crap].
LET'S COMPARE EVERY STUDENT'S WORTH TO EVERY OTHER STUDENT AND JUDGE THEM BY THAT! THAT WORKS!

But yes, it does get better.
Just persevere through that 1 (or 2?) last year, Skyru...

[TD1]

I dislike going to school.

But I prefer it to the big ol' scary world. I like my schedule, even when I don't like it, if that makes sense?

[Spehss _]

She IS aiming to go to America silly Cat!

Excellent! I see my brainwashing was successful. Another glorious immigrant to assimilate into the glorious 'murrican motherfatherland of apple pies and freedom-burger-fries. [/patriotism] [/satire]

I dislike going to school.

But I prefer it to the big ol' scary world. I like my schedule, even when I don't like it, if that makes sense?

But when you're out of school you have the freedom to make your own schedule to impose on the big scary world.

[Fniff]

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I feel like my life is just a series of events that loop back on themselves once they're done. Either I'm doing really well on the internet due to a good forum game or a thread that made an interesting discussion or my life is just going good and I'm doing things. Then something changes and everything sucks again. I swear the conversation I had with my dad I had a few minutes ago gave me such a huge burst of deja vu I freaked out. He was talking about my computer usage and how I needed a system or something to help me with my homeschooling. Then it hit me when he said homeschooling that we had this exact same conversation two or three years back.

I'm beginning to worry that my life is the same thing over and over dressed up in differient outfits. Is this going to continue into adulthood? Am I going to be one of those guys who lives off benefits and thought he was going to do something one day? Fuck, am I being over dramatic and it'll sort itself out? I hate this self-pitying bullshit and I hate having to constantly second guess my emotions until I can't tell if I'm an asshole or an idiot.

I don't know what to do. Any attempt at a system in my life has failed. About the only thing I've got going is my writing. Everything else seems lacking. Hell, even if I did succeed, what's the victory? I get to live in a fucked society that's critically unbalanced and will almost certainly fall apart slowly due to global warming or a gamma ray or nuclear war or whatever apocalyptic bullsit we have coming our way. Maybe doing nothing is the sane response.

Sorry for the whiny rant. It's cathartic, at least. I guess I am a teenager, I guess. The thing is, I don't think I've ever really talked much about my personal issues. Not even that much to my family. My mind can be a little echochamber of self loathing and pity in alternation, so an outlet is probably needed at some point. Usually I stop myself before posting a rant cos I get worried no one is going to care or it's right after someone posting about their dad dying so I would just look like a complete bastard.

It's weird, I was having a really good day yesterday. Guess what comes up does come down.

[Vector]

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[IronTomato]

Oh.

And whoopee!

* IronTomato waves a tiny flag

[TamerVirus]

Found out my cat is dying.

After the last one died in September, I can't even.

Both never even reached one year old

[hops]

All this reactions from people make me feel like an attention seeker.

[TD1]

Or you're underplaying the importance. It is a serious matter, not something trivial.