I'm feeling pretty down at the moment. It's proving really hard to get my life in gear.
I guess you wouldn't like this but *hugs* anyway.
I'm tired, my dad is continuing with his good old abandonment schtick, I'm sleeping even worse lately (no longer able to sleep the full night, as opposed to just nightmares), and I can't really convince myself to eat.
and I can't even think clearly enough to make art, which would help deal with it.
Well, as best as I can advice...dwell on the more positive aspects that you have over there. Working on the idea 'the more you dwell on it the more focused it gets.' here, you do need to eat to live, and it'd not do well if you're lacking in health.
If you cannot help worrying, however, remember that worrying cannot help you. It's added stress on top of the ideal notion of trying to understand what problems exist. Something's really bothering you Vec
and what I could say is that you can do this and pull through.
You need sleep--don't fear the nightmare that
may come. If there's a nightmare, try to find ways to disable it, or face it head-on.
and by the last part I...could mean through lucid dreaming? that's how I work here though...Talk it over with a friend or someone you trust perhaps? Positive reinforcement goes a long way.
I don't know what's up there though, but...if it means anything for you, I support you in whatever mood you're in.