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[Imperial Guardsman]

First of all, I'm sorry to hear that. It sounds like you're in a really rough situation... under a lot of pressure. I know that a lot of the time I just get so fucking mad and hurt when I manage to pull things together and be happy for a little while, and then some FUCKING BASTARD just rolls up like they don't remember what happened last time they antagonized me, right? Like, did they think that my problems were gone so it was A-OK to go for me again while I was just managing to cool down? It's so exhausting, and I find myself snapping at people who don't deserve it, sometimes, because most of the time it'd be the right reaction... and then I have to feel bad on top of everything else. Especially if you don't even feel like you have anywhere to vent or feel heard, anywhere in the world.

Can you talk about it some more? What's going on with your family... ? You may have discussed them recently, but I think I missed it : /  I haven't been paying as much attention to some of these threads lately.

First things first, parents are divorced, and my father is a paranoid skitzo with PTSD.  My little brother ( who is the middle child ) is so immersed in his fucking tablet that he never talks to me. I repeatedly steal it and erase what I can find just to get attention. My aunt, who lives with us, is an angry drunkard addicted to cigarettes. My cousin doesnt have the time of day for anyone.
Now imagine living this daily. Im moving at the end of the month to my mothers , but I just hope I can hold out.

[Vector]

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[Imperial Guardsman]

Going to crack open a novel, make a coffee, and burn another CD.

[Vector]

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[Lyeos]

IG, have you maybe tried asking your younger brother and/or cousin they won't respond to you? Then again......

If his younger brother is anything like me, then it's due to genuinely feeling uncomfortable when having conversations with people. That, and... Words don't like properly leaving my mouth most of the time, so I end up saying the wrong things, making an ass/fool of myself, and wishing I had never started speaking to begin with.

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The, ah, electronics bit probably doesn't help either. My stepdad basically did this kind of thing, except back when I stuck to consoles he would wait until I had just accomplished something major on a no-save game/I hadn't been saving for a while before running over and turning it off. Though he openly admits he just does that to piss me off rather than any desire for attention. Just like everything else he does.

Huh. And he wonders why I say maybe ten words to him a week... Though that's caused by much, much more than simply being an ass.

Lyeos promises to return to his box, now. Lyeos realizes that he isn't being helpful.

[TD1]

Awh, Lyeos! Don't go to your box. Your avatar is much too...interesting to remain cooped up

It must be unleashed on shown to the world!

[Toady One]

(I tried to remove the extraneous insults.)

[TamerVirus]

And here I thought the thread was gonna be perma-locked. That would have made me sad

[Lyeos]

And here I thought the thread was gonna be perma-locked. That would have made me sad.

Seconded. But, it's unlocked again, so... There's something to post in the happy thread?

Lyeos's relevance levels: Still 0%

Mission accomplished!

[nomoetoe]

And here I thought the thread was gonna be perma-locked. That would have made me sad

I know how you feel man this thread is too old to die. c:

Life is good yes, but I am bored, I can't really find anything that can entertain me for very long.
There really isn't anything to do in this town, I plan on bike riding a bit but I won't be able to do that much during the worst part of the summer due to the heat, I can't handle the heat, I'm also very afraid of the flying insects. :c

[TD1]

Hey, the older something gets the better it is for it to die.

I mean, look at Doctor Who, the older he gets the better it will be when...

*What? An entire fleet? In a regeneration? Still not dead?*

Sorry, carry on.

[RedKing]

SO is having a rough time of late. She gets rattled to the point where basic communication is difficult for her, which just causes her more stress, in a vicious feedback loop. I wish I could afford to have my own place and be close enough to her that she could just come stay with me indefinitely. Time spent with me seems to be one of the most therapeutic things for her. She's been through so much shit in her life, and I just wish I could do more to help. 

[Owlga]

I definitely know how that feels, despite living with my wife and getting to be there for her whenever she needs me. Still ends up really tough and I feel so awful when things I try just don't work, or I can't seem to do a damn thing to help.

I can at least say that it does get better, with care and effort. I thought today was gonna be one of those days but things turned around pretty spectacularly.

[smjjames]

(I tried to remove the extraneous insults.)

How come my post got removed? There weren't any insults in there AFAIK.

[nomoetoe]

(I tried to remove the extraneous insults.)

How come my post got removed? There weren't any insults in there AFAIK.

Never question toady one the great, he knows all, and he smells nice.