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[JoshuaFH]

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I didn't have time to respond to this earlier, but I just want to say: no matter your doubts, go ahead with the 'moving out' thing.
Even if the place you move to doesn't seem ideal, just gaining that independence will be an incredibly healthy experience for you. I used to feel a lot like you do now, I lived at home with my mother under a constant barrage of annoyances from her, I was terribly depressed and basically a complete failure in every way.
Somehow, somehow I managed to find the courage to move out.
Sure, that didn't really work out as well as I'd planned; I never got a job or started studying and I ended up getting sick of my housemates, but I just felt so much better about myself having that freedom and knowing I could stand on my own two feet. Albeit with unemployment pay as a crutch.

So, yeah: go for it.

Well, thanks.

Maybe some of my angst comes from the fact that I feel like an "incomplete person" and that I don't belong in society as a result.

I don't know, growing up I don't know if any stage of myself had a solid identity.

I feel like such a miserable shitbag who's whole life has been "what I don't want" as opposed to "what I want".

I type this out during my break at work, sitting by myself in the desolated corner of the OB lounge, where I spend alot of my breaks, just questioning the value of my life.

[Iceblaster]

My recent search history.

That is all.

[Arx]

Do any of the musical people here know where I could find cheesy romantic violin music, such as from a love scene in a movie? My search-fu has failed me. I don't want to believe this stuff isn't on the internet!

[TD1]

Well, if I want violin music at all, I go here:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bshT4Agyd38&list=UUk40qSGYnVdFFBNXRjrvdpQ

But, most of that isn't romantic. So, I suggest this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=532QWBqMl_Q
For the classical approach.

Or this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aFZ7bBaYpcw
For a sadder cast.

Here's a general one I like:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h3fggcaYh9g

The violin is one of my favourite instruments, so I'm glad someone else likes 'em.

And here's one that has nothing to do with violins, but I'm posting it for my own happiness:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nz-OMn1o22Y
Or, one in which she wears more clothes:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GI1cGPfL-Bw
The latter is my favourite of hers that I've heard so far, but I'm still going through them.

[Arx]

Ah, darnit. I meant sheet music, but my compulsive editing for grammar and flow got it cut out.

[TD1]

Ah, sorry. I don't have a clue then :/

[Arx]

It provides names, so it's useful anyway. Thanks!

[Iceblaster]

My recent search history.

That is all.

*checks Ice's web history*
How the fuck are those two people doing it like that?
Seriously? How do you do tennis!?

Well, the first step is to get a racket and a tennis ball.

[miauw62]

New completely irrelevant facts are giving me huge doubts >.>

[miauw62]

This has nothing to do with science though.
Just things about my crush >.>

[Descan]

Do science to/on your crush.

[LordSlowpoke]

* LordSlowpoke fwoomps into thread

* LordSlowpoke hands descan and miauw the SCIENCE GOGGLES

* LordSlowpoke gives a thumbs up sign

* LordSlowpoke kicks hole in wall

* LordSlowpoke walks out

[Descan]

Dude! The door was RIGHT THERE!

It wasn't even LOCKED for goodness sake!

[Arx]

Do science to/on your crush.

But don't crush your crush to make sciencing them easier. It's irreversible with current technology.

[LordSlowpoke]

Dude! The door was RIGHT THERE!

It wasn't even LOCKED for goodness sake!

* LordSlowpoke falls in through ceiling

sorry

* LordSlowpoke hands descan a goat

* LordSlowpoke drills through the floor