...So many things have gone wrong today I don't even know where to begin.
I haven't felt this horrible in literally years.
I've lost track of how much I've been crying today, and earlier I was so angry I literally ripped out some of my hair and starting throwing things without realizing it.
I really feel horrible right now.
I am here as well, Mastah! I know how you feel, but things like thas pass, so be strong and hang in there!
So I'm having to help Janet through another breakdown over money issues and her chronic inability to find a job.
This is so tiring, this happens all the time and it just seems no matter what's going on with her, or what's wrong with her she's going to need to keep bashing herself against the wall until she finds employment. And her sister isn't making it better since she's been horribly stressed and even blaming her lately.
We probably even have to cut out our internet access too. I don't know what that's gonna do to her given how reliant she is on it to stay in contact with some of her closest friends.
Life sometimes really, really sucks.
You know what was written on king Solomon's ring? "This, too, will pass". Nothing is eternal, aside from love and sometimes art, this streak of bad luck included, so don't give up and be strong! Janet will definitely find a job, because she's badass, she can do anything if she's persistent enough and believes in herself! I don't know a lot about you, but I know enough to say that I consider you my friends and will give you my full spiritual and, if it is direly needed, monetary support, so that whatever you do, know that there's guy in Russia firmly on your side who wishes you success and happiness.