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[Dutchling]

I had the same hype problem with Hug Me I'm Scared and Discworld, recently.

D'you know Cyriak?

Yes. Hence my high expectations.

[SalmonGod]

Sure enough, it's my turn to be sick today, now that everyone else is through the worst of theirs.  Still managing to suppress nausea, thankfully.  Something I've always been really, really good at.  Throwing up is the worst fucking thing.  And I can sit here peacefully drinking coffee, feeling cold and icky, but not worrying that it's going to launch itself back out in a few minutes.

[Avis-Mergulus]

I'm just gonna whine for a bit, so bear with me.

I'm on some kind of all-time endorphin low. I feel like utter crap all the time - and damn, I do have my reasons. First of all, my sleeping schedule is borked - due to reading this.bloody.forum! Can't fall asleep earlier than two, have to wake up at six. Constantly half-asleep.

Then I have to take really important exams at the end of this year. I'm supposed to be preparing, and I am, but I dunno if it's doing anything. I just have this sense of impending doom - my life so far has been long periods of slacking interspersed with short periods of feverish activity. Sometimes I feel like this time I'm gonna pay for my no-good ways.

Then I'm supposed to pass my physical aptitude test if I'm to get where I wanna get. I should be exercising, but right now my body feels like a rather ugly sack filled with wet straw. I'm usually quite fond of it, but lately its performance has been unsatisfactory.

Then I also need to get a shitload of obviously important medical papers, and therefore I have to run around (on my vacation) conversing with our wonderful bureaucratic system.

To top it off, I failed my organic chem test, while my best friend (love him) just baaaarely passed it. I'm finding myself horribly bitter about this. What exactly was better about his work to deserve a double-minus three (what kind of grade is that?) against my two? I don't know why I'm so worked up about this, but it's making me bitchier than I usually am, and that's something. I sorta hate myself for envying him, but can't stop doing it.

tl;dr: Fuck you, life. Fuck you up the butt with a splintery shovel handle. Whine over, all personnel back to their posts.

[Yoink]

@Salmongod: Sympathies, man. I'm sick as well, although not so much with nausea.
Coffee, though, that sounds like a good idea... I might go buy some, later.

@Avis-Mergulus: Aww. Sorry to hear that. Here, I'll bear with you.

[Helgoland]

Avis: I know that feel. You'll do fine~

Now back to work, you lazy basterd!

[Pnx]

My emotional state of mind... I'm perfectly fine one moment, then something triggers me and five minutes later I'm completely wrecked...

I hate being so dysfunctional.

[mastahcheese]

I get it annoyingly often, it tends to go away after a day or two.

Better get this checked. Might be something minor, might be something OH GOD HOSPITAL NOW, like a heart condition.

I've already gone through 4 EKG for my frequent chest pains and shortness of breath, and everyone says that my heart is fine.
I don't know.

[Lord Shonus]

Found the dog on the interstate. SHe got hit.

[penguinofhonor]

Papers, Please is an emotionally taxing game.

[Darvi]

Papers, Please is an emotionally taxing game.

You can save money by alternately not feeding your family and not paying for heat.

You're welcome.

[Willfor]

Found the dog on the interstate. SHe got hit.

:C

[smirk]

Found the dog on the interstate. SHe got hit.

*hugs*

[Neonivek]

Blah

[WillowLuman]

My cat died today, in my arms on the way to emergency care. I've had him for 10 years, and he meant a lot to me since childhood. He was the most unique cat I'd ever known, a bit of a ditz but always so entertaining, with weird neuroses like fearing coathangers. Always talkative, too. He never peed on or threw up on anything, except out of stupidity, not malice. He had the most beautiful coat, big fluffy and warm, which he was constantly shedding. We always made jokes about shaving him or vacuuming him, but we never did. I'm glad we didn't. He is survived by his vindictive mother and our other, skittish cat.

I miss him so much.

[Dutchling]

Pets shouldn't be allowed to die :/