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[4maskwolf]

Probably does, cheese.

I suppose my sads is just life in general.  I have never seen a purpose in myself.

You'll find one.
I felt like that for frelling years and years (wrote that second one as "tears" by mistake).
You'll find a purpose, and then you'll wonder why you didn't know it before.

Meh. If you say so. I kinda doubt it, though. For me. For reasons.

[mastahcheese]

Probably does, cheese.

I suppose my sads is just life in general.  I have never seen a purpose in myself.

You'll find one.
I felt like that for frelling years and years (wrote that second one as "tears" by mistake).
You'll find a purpose, and then you'll wonder why you didn't know it before.

Meh. If you say so. I kinda doubt it, though. For me. For reasons.

I said the same thing, bro.
Just don't lose hope, ok?

[4maskwolf]

Probably does, cheese.

I suppose my sads is just life in general.  I have never seen a purpose in myself.

You'll find one.
I felt like that for frelling years and years (wrote that second one as "tears" by mistake).
You'll find a purpose, and then you'll wonder why you didn't know it before.

Meh. If you say so. I kinda doubt it, though. For me. For reasons.

I said the same thing, bro.
Just don't lose hope, ok?

Little too late for that. There are reasons for what I say. But whatevs. Meh.

[Frumple]

I'unno MC. I had a purpose, and have come to wonder why I ever felt the need for one. I see so much more to existence than goals these days, I guess. More important how I'm walking the road than where it's going. Or even just what the road's like.

I do know purpose seems to mean a lot to a lot of people, though. I think I even understood why at one point, heh. Also think it's getting late. Getting sleepy, maybe a little idly melancholy. Or nostalgic. Something like that.

[mastahcheese]

I won't ask for your reasons, as that's personal, but I'd like to say this.

I went through quite a lot of bad stuff as a kid, like really horrible shit. I felt like giving up on life many, many times, and considered doing things that I knew I would regret later if I did them. But for some reason, every time I felt like giving up, like just ending it all, this little voice in my head would say "It'll get better, just wait a bit longer" and so I would wait.
And you know what? Things got worse. They always did. It got worse and worse, and I kept feeling like giving up, but something just kept telling me to hold out, just a little longer, every single time.

One day it actually did get better.
It took literally years for that, but eventually it did. And now I'm happy that it did. And I'd be willing to go through all of that again, knowing where I would be as of right now.

It may seem like things will never get better, but just hold on. One day, you don't know when, but one day they will get better.

And I don't know of any "purpose" I'm meant to serve, or anything like that. I don't think I'd really care, to be honest.

And I know it may seem hypocritical from all the sads I post in here, but overall I am happy.

[Yoink]

My imgur addiction had only just begun, and now it has stopped loading properly for me.

Anyway: I don't have a purpose yet myself, either, but I know they're out there for the taking.
All you gotta do is devote yourself to something and BAM. You have purpose. Even if it's only short-term, that's still purpose, and then once you've fulfilled whatever it was, you can move onto the next purpose. Eventually, you'll most likely discover some greater purpose for yourself, and realise all this little purposes have been piling up and combining together Voltron-style to form one big, awesome purpose.

[Tiruin]

Probably does, cheese.

I suppose my sads is just life in general.  I have never seen a purpose in myself.

You'll find one.
I felt like that for frelling years and years (wrote that second one as "tears" by mistake).
You'll find a purpose, and then you'll wonder why you didn't know it before.

Well, you exist. And I know or remember how it feels to not exist or how it felt before birth (yeah, weird. I know. >_>), and it's practically...nothing.

So you've a purpose. Set one! :>

Edit: Seriously, believe me in this.
I was in that exact state, and worse, years ago until I snapped out of it..harshly.

Whatever reasons you may have-ask yourself if those reasons really matter. If those reasons define you, instead of what you envision yourself to be.

My sads are the fact that practically every time I check this, Tiruin is upset about bad writing/not being concise/thinking she isn't getting her point across right.
God dang it, stop it, you're fine.
*Mastahcheese shakes fist at Tiruin*

Maybe this belongs more in rage thread.

Sorry D:
It's...less of me being 'bad' at writing and more me worrying about how everyone looks at it like, and me then worrying about if everyone know the reason behind why I am upset about 'bad' writing, and then me worrying-...
*goes off and comes to terms with childhood...*

[mastahcheese]

Oh right, I forgot to add "being sorry for things that she shouldn't be sorry for" to that list.[/sarcasm, but seriously, though, you're fine]

[Skyrunner]

Too much stress. Can't do anything.

[hops]

MY ECONOMICS ESSAY IS DUE FRIDAY BUT I HAVEN'T DONE A THING ABOUT IT.
IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE A MONTH-LONG WORK.
I AM NOT SURE IF THIS BELONGS IN SAD, TERRIFIED, OR RAGE.

[Arx]

>Assignment is out of 75
>Most of the questions are worth half a mark
>Assignment has 140 questions
>Bluh

[Tack]

MY ECONOMICS ESSAY IS DUE FRIDAY BUT I HAVEN'T DONE A THING ABOUT IT.
IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE A MONTH-LONG WORK.
I AM NOT SURE IF THIS BELONGS IN SAD, TERRIFIED, OR RAGE.

CAFFEINE, LOCK DOOR AND UNPLUG NETWORK CABLE

SELF-IMPOSED EXILE IS THE ONLY PATH FOR US PROCRASTINATORS.

[Descan]

It's not the interesting thing as much as the fact that I'm not really productive. I mean the only thing I can be proud of here is some ISG in the FG&RP that really isn't any good.

Ok, that makes sense then. If you barely post, then nobody will know you.
But it baffles me why people on this forum want to be known.

It's a matter of self-worth, I suppose. People generally want to feel useful for other people, unless their name is John Galt.

Pfeh, I'm the least productive person on this board. :v

S'not hurtin' me.

[Tiruin]

Or, y'know, work to adjust from that procrastination to save worry.

[Knit tie]

Write that month-long essay in 4 days? Everybody I've ever known did that, and it works just fine, even in the IB, even with the extended essay. Educational systems tend to grossly overestimate the time you need to write stuff.