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[scriver]

Bleeeeeehhgfh

[mastahcheese]

I found out yesterday that my brother-in-law committed suicide.

I didn't know him all that well, but the last time we met it was nice.

[scrdest]

Remember the test I was talking about? I have no goddamn clue how it went. Except tiring as hell. On the other hand, my mother implied that if I fail it, she will stop paying the rent for my flat, effectively forcing me to end my brief adventure in university education because it's now too late to apply for a what-was-the-word-again. So, no pressure.

And now I have another one tomorrow, but as much as I try, I just got hit by a mood downswing about two hours ago (yep, I can pinpoint it. It's fucking stupid that I know my thought processes are anomalous, and yet be unable to stop) I'm trying to combat, and worse yet, I know that because I cannot stop it I cannot study, and if I don't I will probably fuck up the test tomorrow, pushing me downwards further.

[gman8181]

Have you tried going for extra help or tutoring if it's provided?

[BlackFlyme]

Just found out that a radio show host I'd been listening to since my childhood has just passed away.

Going to be weird without him.

E: This is just getting more depressing. People are calling in and crying, or sharing stories. Even the hosts have been crying throughout the show today.

E2: They didn't hold their usual night show tonight. Either that or I've magically been deaf for the past two hours. But normally there's a little window at the top of the webpage that displays who's currently on, and it's blank right now, so I guess it's been cancelled.

[Pnx]

Finally got my test back today, the results were not great, I made so many little mistakes I'm extremely frustrated with, I kept looking at it and thinking, "What the hell was I thinking when I did this?"... And I'm feeling extremely useless and frustrated right now, I need to pick a subject for my next Essay, but yeesh... my last one was such a mess and I'm really dreading writing the next one, maybe I'll have time to decide while I fix up my last few essays.

[Putnam]

It's become clear that nobody plays even my most popular mod. There was a bug for months that caused a game over whenever any liquid got on a dead body. Apparently, nobody noticed.

[Gamerlord]

It's become clear that nobody plays even my most popular mod. There was a bug for months that caused a game over whenever any liquid got on a dead body. Apparently, nobody noticed.

Which mod would this be?

[Putnam]

SCP mod.

But then, it seems most of the people who play it don't post here. It seems less popular than most on the forums, but download stats say otherwise.

[Descan]

Putnam, the answer is thus: People be dumb.

[Projeck37]

Since you seem constantly depressed, may I recommend trying to convert those feelings to anger in some form? It isn't healthy, but it got me through my depression without offing myself.

I've been... off and on depression.
There was maybe a month where I was quite happy with myself. All was good. No issues whatsoever.
Then suddenly, boom hits me like a hurricane freight train. And it got to the point where I had an emotional breakdown in the middle of class the other day.
But I'm not exactly the type of person to feel anger strongly. And it'd just be worse for me because I'd end up hurting people physically due to my instability,
causing me to be even more emotionally unstable than before, which is something I definitely do not want.

[Furtuka]

For some reason I can only do presentations without getting stage fright and stuttering if I'm doing a dramatic reading

[Xantalos]

For some reason I can only do presentations without getting stage fright and stuttering if I'm doing a dramatic reading

Solution: make EVERYTHING a dramatic reading.

[mastahcheese]

For some reason I can only do presentations without getting stage fright and stuttering if I'm doing a dramatic reading

Solution: make EVERYTHING a dramatic reading.

This.
I found that I can only do a presentation if I make it humorous.

[Hanslanda]

Didn't realize it til just now, but I've been in a vile mood all day today. :/