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[SalmonGod]

I think back to when we were kids and I can't hate that man now.

I think nostalgia just does this.  I think back to classmates when I was a kid who treated me like shit and that's all I ever knew of them, and there's still some sort of twisted nostalgia thing there that makes me wonder if I saw them now if I'd feel like kicking them in the face or if I'd completely forget all the bad shit and be friendly just because they were a part of my childhood.  Once past events are no longer relevant to my life, my feelings about them enter this sort of quantum state where they can be both negative and positive at the same time, even though there was objectively nothing positive about them at all ever and should be associated with years of pain and anguish.

[Descan]

I'm pretty sure I still hate my brother, but that's because he's still a fucking thief and can't let minor debts lie between family (including unemployed family :/)

[Solifuge]

Snip. Just needed to get it out there, I think.

[Truean]

My boss does not like the way I write. If your boss doesn't like the way you write, then they can make your life hell. Mine doesn't and might.

[Descan]

The boss might have a point if her writing is hard to follow and/or understand.

... Which, based on how she writes here... Well, no offence, Truean. But sometimes I have to wonder exactly -what- you are talking about until the end of a post and some important piece of information, like who it was that said something (whether you or the person you are talking to) becomes clear. Sometimes it does not become clear and I am confused and befuddled by your posts. :C

[Vector]

Man, I had another friend who had a degree in rhetoric, communicated beautifully and all that, and then she scrammed off to become a paralegal and the soul in her writing completely died.  It was like talking to a Random Businessy Communications Generator.

Pretty sad.

[GlyphGryph]

I am sad for no reason really.

Stress of needing to do things I'm behind and not doing. Messy house. Mistrust and disappointment in government. Wanting to do things I can't afford. Debts. KS and Cataclysm stuff. Can't even stand to talk in the Catachat anymore. Tolerance for pointless chatter has plummeted, opinion of what is pointless chatter vastly expanded.

But for a good portion of those, I'm not sure if I'm depressed because things are shit, or if things have gone to shit because I'm depressed.

At least I've not been tired 24/7 this week. Still crap, but at least I'm awakeish.

[Robot Parade Leader]

.nevermind

[Shakerag]

I am sore as hell from getting a neuropathy test in my legs/lower back.

Those things are kind of not very fun.

[Truean]

The boss might have a point if her writing is hard to follow and/or understand.

... Which, based on how she writes here... Well, no offence, Truean. But sometimes I have to wonder exactly -what- you are talking about until the end of a post and some important piece of information, like who it was that said something (whether you or the person you are talking to) becomes clear. Sometimes it does not become clear and I am confused and befuddled by your posts. :C

I am purposefully vague here most of the time. Though I have on occasion shown the technicolor coded structure behind my thoughts, when I organize them.

[Descan]

There's vague, and then there is Novel-levels of vague. :U

[Reudh]

Blegh. Possibly in my worst mood in oh... say... nine years. Cycling thus far hasn't helped with the usual endorphin rush.

[Truean]

There's vague, and then there is Novel-levels of vague. :U

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[Sirus]

There's vague, and then there is Novel-levels of vague. :U

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I think he's referring to a user here called Novel Scoops, who seemingly delights in extremely vague, half-insinuated, rambling stream-of-consciousness posts when he's only conscious half the time. Irritating as hell to read sometimes.

[Robot Parade Leader]

I kind of feel like a loser.