Pretty similar to me. Admittedly I'm only 16, but I also don't have more then maybe 5 friends and not even relatively close ones, so it evens out.
Anyway, Every time I think about my father, I get angry, sad or plain depressed. I just, hate him, so, so much. He may well be the utmost depth of depravity a human being can sink to. I mean, he destroys lives, for a living; charms them with his endless amounts of Charisma, annihilates in months, weeks, or even days what someone has worked for, and steals everything he can. Sometimes he goes in a different direction and destroys someone's reputation, often for some obscure ego thing (he is currently about to ruin a domestic violence counselors life by being trained by her, she being totally invested in him after her life was turned upside down by her husband dying suddenly. She will learn soon of what he has done, and by that time, her reputation will be ruined by having actually trained a abuser) or he will "merely" just rob them blind for tens of thousands of dollars. He doesn't get caught, he will never be prosecuted, despite a paper trail of debts and violations and hate bigger then he is; he is a man who could walk through a room full of people whose lives he has crushed and walk out unscathed, with not the least bit of remorse, and will even have the audacity to act hurt at accusations. He is a fat, ugly, perverted (and I do mean seriously perverted, and not the most shy about it.) man, who is a noted Genocide denier (there are actually entire books that have been written to rebut him, and him personally), and man who enjoys raging at people who can't do anything about him, and a absolute narcissist. He is the only sort of person I could ever be driven to kill personally in a heat of passion.
I'm not joking, kidding, or exaggerating a single thing in that post. Not, one, thing. He, is just, Evil. And he, and the thought of people like him, has affected every aspect of my life irreparably. Anyone ever see Fanny and Alexander? That movie fits my situation in a lot of ways, especially in the things the evil stepfather, a Bishop, does, Including beating the children, threatening to take custody of both of the children as well as the new one on the way, and his sleeping-pill induced rant where he says he will hunt them from city to city to ruin their lives (which my father has not said he will do, but simply does without prompting).At the end, the bishop dies.
However, at the Christening of the two sibling's new half-sister, The boy sibling, Alexander, the elder one and the main character, encounters The Bishop's Ghost. The Bishop knocks the boy to the ground and says "You will never be free of me". That's how I feel about my father.
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