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[Vector]

Please delete your post and send it in a PM.

... Uh... No?

[Catsup]

Please delete your post and send it in a PM.

... Uh... No?

you're really comfortable to post about your life publicly like this?

[Vector]

I dunno, did I post it or not?

[Catsup]

I dunno, did I post it or not?

just making sure...

[Ogdibus]

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[Lysabild]

Honestly, just shut up already Catsup.

Really.



I want to find a boat and row across the Atlantic just to hug Vector right now, and you're carrying on being a complete and utter dick.

*Refrains from saying anything else, too angry to be civil.*

[Vector]

I'll put it this way: I never feel good revealing anything about myself to anyone.

Half the time I want to take a day and go through to delete every post I've ever made here, but that's also the part of me that thinks, with some paranoia, that no matter what I do I will never, ever be safe.  So I'm going to leave this, praying that someone will find it useful.


Hugs all around.

[Catsup]

Honestly, just shut up already Catsup.

Really.



I want to find a boat and row across the Atlantic just to hug Vector right now, and you're carrying on being a complete and utter dick.

*Refrains from saying anything else, too angry to be civil.*

hehehee funny thing...i want to hug her too, im not really good with words...

[Scelly9]

I'll put it this way: I never feel good revealing anything about myself to anyone.

Half the time I want to take a day and go through to delete every post I've ever made here, but that's also the part of me that thinks, with some paranoia, that no matter what I do I will never, ever be safe.  So I'm going to leave this, praying that someone will find it useful.


Hugs all around.

*Hug*

[SalmonGod]

Please delete your post and send it in a PM.

... Uh... No?

you're really comfortable to post about your life publicly like this?

Welcome to Bay12.  You can say pretty much whatever you want here, and we'll be supportive as long as you're not trying to be disruptive or spread hateful/destructive ideas.

*hugs* to Lysabild and Vector.  I can relate to thoughts of vengeance through self-destruction.  I've had them often.  The long period of loneliness/devaluation/shock and mental breakdown from entering a new environment with no social skills too.  The only thing that prevented me at times when I hit rock bottom was having a supportive family that I didn't want to cause emotional harm.  Self-awareness and drive to be something are enough for me most of the time, but those don't mean anything when you just don't care anymore.  At that point all that was left for me was the thought of my parents crying over me, or traumatizing my siblings.  Having children took that to a whole new level, and was the thing that finally granted me some permanent, unshakable resolve.  If I didn't have such responsibilities to others, I'm pretty sure I would start living with completely reckless abandon.

[Glowcat]

hehehee funny thing...i want to hug her too, im not really good with words...

That's why it's time to shut up and e-hug for now. The gods of hugginess and fluffy feelings demand it.

[Pnx]

I'll put it this way: I never feel good revealing anything about myself to anyone.

Half the time I want to take a day and go through to delete every post I've ever made here, but that's also the part of me that thinks, with some paranoia, that no matter what I do I will never, ever be safe.  So I'm going to leave this, praying that someone will find it useful.

Hugs all around.

Would it make you feel better if I wrote up my crazy life depression story? It's not as egalitarian, but I think it gets points for having a unique setting.

[Vector]

Egalitarian?

I think you should post if you want to post.  I'm okay posting by myself, whatever's necessary :I

[Loud Whispers]

Egalitarian?

Égalité!

[Pnx]

Honestly, I've said it all here before in bits and pieces, and I'm pretty comfortable talking about it all these days, I just didn't want you to feel alone on the stage.

What I meant by "less egalitarian" is that it makes me seem like more of a bad guy... I might post it up in a bit... I think I'd have to have a midnight snack first though.