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[miauw62]

Today, I was brought to school by my parents in my car. And that's where the good stuff for today stops.

When I got to school, there was snow today, and tomorrow too , there was the usual pocket of bullies/dickheads throwing snowballs at my head and neck for no specific reason, I charged at them (because I'm stupid like that and don't realize that I'm only making a fool out of myself) and got my leg hurt. It still hurts now. Lunch time and the big long lunch pause, we get to play and throw snowballs on the big grass field that we're usually not allowed on. Quite fun until the same dickheads charge at me and throw snowballs right into my face from up close. I make a fool of myself once again. The only people that like me in school are my friends and the others in my class. I come home, make my homework. I spend far too long working on something and now I only have 1 hour and a half left to do anything. On top of that, my thread about Civ 4 not working has got no replies at all, so I still can't play it.

Ugh, there has been so much shit lately.

[Scoops Novel]

Today, I was brought to school by my parents in my car. And that's where the good stuff for today stops.

When I got to school, there was snow today, and tomorrow too , there was the usual pocket of bullies/dickheads throwing snowballs at my head and neck for no specific reason, I charged at them (because I'm stupid like that and don't realize that I'm only making a fool out of myself) and got my leg hurt. It still hurts now. Lunch time and the big long lunch pause, we get to play and throw snowballs on the big grass field that we're usually not allowed on. Quite fun until the same dickheads charge at me and throw snowballs right into my face from up close. I make a fool of myself once again. The only people that like me in school are my friends and the others in my class. I come home, make my homework. I spend far too long working on something and now I only have 1 hour and a half left to do anything. On top of that, my thread about Civ 4 not working has got no replies at all, so I still can't play it.

Ugh, there has been so much shit lately.

As a vengeful person within limits, i refrain from statement.

[pisskop]

I posted in it!   is it ilegal to post or send files of that nature via email?  I'd just send you mine.

[Pnx]

Well I just had the most epic failure of a therapy session, the guy basically tag teamed with my mother while he patronized and antagonized me through a series of very lengthy lectures, when none of this really had an impact on me he then tried mixing it up with Doctor Phil BS (really, I'm your friend, I'm just trying to help you, but I need you to help me help you), guilt trips (you're being such a huge burden on the world around you, don't want to contribute to society?), and appeals to my own self interest (Don't want to improve your life, go somewhere? Have freedoms?)...
Which was a huge nostalgia trip because he basically went over every single "I'm going to lecture you about your bad behaviour, son." trope that I experienced over and over and over again as a child. I literally had lectures like that numerous times every year since age 5... it wasn't effective then and it isn't effective now. In fact it basically made me feel far far worse about myself.

When this didn't get much of a response, he decided that my life obviously lacked consequences... which he seemed to strongly imply was up to my parents to impose... Also that I obviously needed medication.

Yeah... I think my opinion of him changed from, "Not Very Impressed" to, "Distinctly Negative".

Oh and then at the end he asked if I wanted to see him again in two weeks, my mother said it was my choice, then when I said I'd rather not, he said, "Well why don't we schedule again anyway." and my mother sorted it out...

[miauw62]

I posted in it!   is it ilegal to post or send files of that nature via email?  I'd just send you mine.

Thanks man. I'll try to get this mod working first.

[Helgoland]

Oh and then at the end he asked if I wanted to see him again in two weeks, my mother said it was my choice, then when I said I'd rather not, he said, "Well why don't we schedule again anyway." and my mother sorted it out...

You'd like mine - I went there, he told me to come again when the symptoms were more obvious, I came back, after 15 minutes I got a prescription, done. Very nice guy, but I'll have to ask about other forms of therapy some time.

Which leads my to my sad: I'm now on antidepressants. They make me tense and give me tremors. Not so good when you need to write stuff down :/

[Criptfeind]

Oh and then at the end he asked if I wanted to see him again in two weeks, my mother said it was my choice, then when I said I'd rather not, he said, "Well why don't we schedule again anyway." and my mother sorted it out...

Stand up for yourself. I also used to have a quack doctor and I beat around the bush for way to fucking long. It seriously fucked me up. This guy is clearly not good for you. Next time you see him be polite but firm that you will no longer see him. No one can force you to see this fucker unless you are crazy, and you certainly don't seem so.

[kaijyuu]

What Cript says. Don't go to a therapist you don't like. Ever. No therapist can do their job properly without having their patient's trust and respect.

[Criptfeind]

Unless they like. Brainwash you. But I'm not sure if that is what you want.

[Nadaka]

PNX, therapy will never help you if you mom is there to watch over you, because you will never be comfortable bringing up the stuff keeping you down. Maybe therapy can help, therapy with your mom obviously can't.

[Descan]

I would like to find a trustworthy therapist. Purely so I can get a mental check-up. I'm having my first physical, first in many years at least, within a few months and I would like to get the mental equivalent (Would that just be a Mental?) at the same time or thereabouts.

[kaenneth]

I just want to say, your mother has no business being in your therapy sessions if you don't want her there.

[Descan]

To re-cap what everyone said:

To Therapist and Mother: YUR DOIN' IT RONG

[GlyphGryph]

I would recommend trying your best to find a good therapist on your own, and then pushing your mom to take you THERE instead. Specifically, look for one who will (after she brings you) make  it clear that she's not allowed to eavesdrop on the sessions.

[Darvi]

Got water all over my keyboard. And now I'm out of speculatius paste D: