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[Glubags]

Realizing that I'll have to wait until next year to order new outer tie rods and various suspension pieces for my car made me sad today.  Well, not really sad, but close enough.

[ashes]

Everything I try to make ends up sounding like c***! 

[Frumple]

... cake? Cars? Cola? Carp? Caps? Do you use caps as instruments? What about carp? I could see some kind of hydromusic using carp jumping.

[Jopax]

Was starting to do a piece after a longish while. Started okay, then a three hour movie captivates me and now it's 1 AM I'm knee deep in the damn Lonesome Valley without any end in sight. That wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have to get up in the morning for Physics Labs. And while I kinda hate the current theoretical stuff we're doing I always love doing the friggin experiments :C

[Ultimuh]

Today is monday.. that is all..

[Max White]

But Monday is the best day of the week! You get back to work and can see any your colleges again, day[9] lets us dick around for a while, and if you are like me, you get paid!

[Hanslanda]

You ever just get that feeling? It's pretty unpleasant. To know that you're lying to yourself, that you're better than what you think you are, but to still be utterly convinced that you're a waste. It doesn't help that I perfectly fit the 'general' definition of a loser pretty much completely, except I have a job.

I'm twenty, and I live with my parents. I'm almost a felon, I'm a drug addict, I don't have a girlfriend or any prospects, I have no money saved, I sit around on my days off, doing jack shit, and I'm a manipulative, emotional, paranoid, and jealous jerk most of the time. Fuck. :/

[kaijyuu]

Yeah but we like you anyway.

[Xantalos]

Huh. Minus the 'emotional' 'job' and 'drug addict' bits, and you've got me.
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Dammit.

[Hanslanda]

Yeah but we like you anyway.

See, this is the frustrating part. I know I'm not as bad as I feel, but I still feel that way. :/

Huh. Minus the 'emotional' 'job' and 'drug addict' bits, and you've got me.
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Dammit.

I want to point out that you are lamenting being like me, but I'd rather laugh in misplaced schadenfreude right now.

[dei]

I got chased out of a MUD because people think I'm predictable. I can't take it up with the immortals because it was an immortal-in-training who spearheaded the effort. It's kind of a shame because I kind of liked that MUD as a sort of chatroom and now I have nowhere left to chat with people at.

I don't even have a single person on my MSN because the last person that was on there said he was done being nice to me and starting treating me like shit because of it. I feel real fucking lonely right now.

[Xantalos]

Yeah but we like you anyway.

See, this is the frustrating part. I know I'm not as bad as I feel, but I still feel that way. :/

Huh. Minus the 'emotional' 'job' and 'drug addict' bits, and you've got me.
...
Dammit.

I want to point out that you are lamenting being like me, but I'd rather laugh in misplaced schadenfreude right now.

Not exactly, just lamenting having circumstances of my own making that are similar to yours.
What's schadenfreude?

[Korbac]

I got chased out of a MUD because people think I'm predictable. I can't take it up with the immortals because it was an immortal-in-training who spearheaded the effort. It's kind of a shame because I kind of liked that MUD as a sort of chatroom and now I have nowhere left to chat with people at.

I don't even have a single person on my MSN because the last person that was on there said he was done being nice to me and starting treating me like shit because of it. I feel real fucking lonely right now.

Crunch. Sorry to hear that dude. You have the forum at least.

[kaijyuu]

Yeah but we like you anyway.

See, this is the frustrating part. I know I'm not as bad as I feel, but I still feel that way. :/

Depending on how severely you're self loathing this can be good or bad. It's good if it motivates you to do better. It's bad if it prevents you from doing better.

Your life sucks. No one's going to deny that right now, Hans. But in time, it can be much, much better. Especially once you're out of drug court. Don't be too hard on yourself right now You're in a rough spot and it's understandable if you get frustrated or whatever and say things you don't mean.

[Hanslanda]

Not exactly, just lamenting having circumstances of my own making that are similar to yours.
What's schadenfreude?

Schadenfreude is when you feel humor or pleasure in the suffering of another. It's why nutshots are funny.

Yeah but we like you anyway.

See, this is the frustrating part. I know I'm not as bad as I feel, but I still feel that way. :/

Depending on how severely you're self loathing this can be good or bad. It's good if it motivates you to do better. It's bad if it prevents you from doing better.

Your life sucks. No one's going to deny that right now, Hans. But in time, it can be much, much better. Especially once you're out of drug court. Don't be too hard on yourself right now You're in a rough spot and it's understandable if you get frustrated or whatever and say things you don't mean.

Indeed. :/ Mostly, it prevents me from doing better. I'm always trying to be a good person, and trying to do the good thing. I'm fundamentally a good person. But all this shit brings me down, makes me procrastinate, makes me angry and depressed. I would be better off without whatever it is that causes this shit.