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[IronyOwl]

FULLY. EXPOSED. BONE.

"Turns skin scaly and green" and "rots flesh" were enough ಠ_ಠ for me. Knowing it rots the flesh to the point and in a manner where you can see your bones is a nice bonus, though.

[Zaerosz]

FULLY. EXPOSED. BONE.

"Turns skin scaly and green" and "rots flesh" were enough ಠ_ಠ for me. Knowing it rots the flesh to the point and in a manner where you can see your bones is a nice bonus, though.

Not just see them. I'm talking literally completely exposed, as in you can wrap your fingers around it if you don't mind brushing against rotten armflesh on the way past.

[Hanslanda]

It'll be okay, Knight. Suicide isn't really an option, even when your life is shitty and you don't want to go on. PM me if you think you can't take it anymore. I'd rather you stay alive.

Wall of self serving bitching ahead.

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For the most part, its small things bringing me down. Thousands of them, swarming over me like ants on a corpse. Gotta wake up at seven. Gotta do 20 hours of rehab classes in the next two weeks or go to jail -again-. Gotta work at noon. Gotta see my PO soon. Don't have a girlfriend. Don't have any friends. Gotta drop 50-75% of my check on court and parents. Gotta buy an airfilter for my car. Can't manage to save any money. Super tense, my back aches. My knees, hips and back get sore nearly immediately when I go to work. I want to get high, all the time. I want to drink enough booze to kill me. I want to drop enough acid that I lose my mind. I want to kill some people. My DC counselor is a bitch and is trying to force me to make friends and get a girlfriend. Also, she wants me to somehow go to the lake with my friends I don't have at some point on one of the days off that I'm doing classes on. Got to do a shitpile of paperwork. Then another shitpile. Food never tastes good these days. I've got anhedonia. My right hand has been broken for nearly a whole year now. Can't afford to fix it.
Most of all though, I hate being alone. Not having someone I trust around, someone I can talk to. Everyone I know gets uncomfortable when I talk about being upset, so I don't anymore. :/ That's not healthy.
I should probably go to sleep, but I don't want to. People talk to me here. :/ God damn it.

[Descan]

Shit man, if the FBI watches us, we must be the fluff job. "So, Jim, you get Bay12 tonight." *collective aws, one loud yey!*

Also, My Sad is that my grandma is in the hospital, basically on her deathbed. We're gonna go see her across the province. I probably won't be on for a few days.

[Knight of Fools]

It'll be okay, Knight. Suicide isn't really an option, even when your life is shitty and you don't want to go on. PM me if you think you can't take it anymore. I'd rather you stay alive.

Wall of self serving bitching ahead.

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I'll do that, and the same goes for you. It means a lot to me. Thanks.

'Sides, I think the whole point of this thread is so we can do all the self serving whining we want. And we help each other out doing it, sometimes.

[Hanslanda]

Thank you as well. It really helps to know you aren't alone, no matter how bad things get.

[Pnx]

Idiot inherits family business factory. Second generation ruination ahoy.....

Could he be held liable for those ~7600 lost jobs?

If the world were a fair place, yes. Unfortunately the world isn't a fair place, and we can only hope the idiot winds up heavily in debt in the process.

PS: Depression, fucking sucks.

[Hanslanda]

PS: Depression, fucking sucks.

This. All the way.

[MaximumZero]

All the way across the sky.

[Yoink]

I'll join on the sadness bandwagon. Bla bla bla, feeling helpless & unmotivated, overstressed and overtired, the usual rubbish. Not really feeling motivated enough to explain in any more detail- I've been spilling my guts to enough people lately and I always feel foolish afterwards. That's not the point of this post anyways.
 
Sometimes, reading this thread, I just really want to reach through the internets, across the countless intervening kilometres and give you guys a hug. You all sound like you need one. So uh, basically just... Uh... I should be saying something profound here... Ah fuckit, just try and receive the hug-vibes I am telepathically transmitting to all your locations across the globe.
Remember there are always people who care about ya, even if they're only known to you as text on a screen.

[miauw62]

I think my parents are hinting that its my own fault that i only have two friends :/

[portaldruid]

was downloading World of Warcraft but keeps on shutting down....

[Zaerosz]

My girlfriend and I are depressed for the exact same reason (that being we're unable to do anything to help the people we care about), and she's been constantly near-suicidal because of it. I'm terrified that she's going to hurt herself someday and I can't be there to stop her because I'm stuck in this shithole of a town with no job, no income and no transport. Add to that that her school holidays are over at the end of the week, and school only makes her feel worse.

[FearfulJesuit]

I haven't worked on my novel at all and I promised myself I'd get through a rough draft of part I this summer.

Basically, in a sentence, it's a romance novel, but a romance novel in the same way Neon Genesis Evangelion was a giant robot anime, complete with dysfunctional wrecks for characters and a mindscrew ending.

Do...do people want to hear a plot synopsis?

[kaijyuu]

I'd rather read a rough draft