Oh man here I am jumping into the boat conversation without knowing that it was tied to a metaphor. Go me.
I suppose it didn't make me sad, but this thought made me feel solemn, or atleast more at ease. I was thinking about the girl that rejected me, and in typical fashion I was busy thinking about all the things I did and what I could have done to make it better, and that I wanted to say I was sorry for whatever it was I did, but I can't. However, also on my mind was the fulfillment of having a busy day, going around town, enduring the heat, and manually job hunting. During my outing, I had turned into a lane too soon and almost got into an accident with two other drivers. While the entire incident only lasted a couple seconds with noone worse for wear, it produces similar thoughts of "What did I do wrong, and how could I do I have done that better?" and "I wish I could apologize" which are much more easily defined, but my brain took those two things I was thinking about, and banged up some nice little wisdom for me to chew on:
Sometimes people make mistakes. Small mistakes can leave people jostled, and big mistakes can leave people seriously hurt. Sometimes you can't even say you're sorry when you do make them, even if you want to, and if you're able, sometimes it doesn't even matter. You can spend your days thinking about these things, but remember that you have larger destinations in mind that can't be sidetracked by the petty things that happen in life. Just do your best to avoid the serious mistakes, and focus on the grander destinations in life, it's all you can do really.
/mybrainpretendingtobeConfucius
Oh well, time for bed.