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[penguinofhonor]

Fort just crashed from dragonfire spreading too much. That was a pretty epic fight and I only lost half my military. I was super proud, but oh well.

[SalmonGod]

Oh, TED   :[

[Euld]

There's a 15 minute short film called "Why Does God Hate Me" about a gay boy growing up in a heavily religious family/school/state.  I saw the trailer, now I desperately need to see it.  I can't find a steam of that movie anywhere

[ToonyMan]

I'm having a bad case of Intrusive Thoughts, and all day I've just been thinking of the most fucking disgusting things fucking possible and I can't stop. No matter how hard I try. It's gotten to the point where I just want to beat myself till I'm unconscious or braindead, cause this shit can't keep going on.

Oh man, where to start.

I've been severely depressed for at least a week and a half.  Sleeping for 13 hours, not getting out of bed.  I can't find a cure either.  There are things I bother myself with to forget but...forget what?  What could I possibly be trying to forget here?  My life?  It may not be what you're saying here now but I have seen it from you before.  The depressive stuff along with raised anxiety.  It's truly tragic I think.  For myself I know I have to involve myself with things.  I can not be controlled by the demotivation I find myself pitting against.

I really do find myself cursing anything and everything around me.  The cat always wants to come in and out, all the cabinets and doors and floors in the house squeak horribly so I can't hide my presence, my sick fantasies bring me pleasure, my new bed squeaks terribly too I can't hide, pictures and stuff put on the walls mysteriously disappear (they get broken in domestic disputes), white plaster miraculously appeared on the bathroom wall (somebody bore a hole during a domestic dispute), everyday I hear the incessant coughing of my smoke-happy guardian, I hear everything and die slowly, because my bed in a room I do not own is right beside the garage I can hear everything, they started rolling cigarettes to save money to kill themselves so I hear the monstrous machine everyday, rolling, my Mom says she's miserable and wants to kill herself.  Kill herself.  My Step-Dad said go ahead.  I love my family.  I don't care about anybody but my brother...

Outside of the house I need to call my sister.  I have to call my sister.  It's the right thing to do.  My Dad can't because he has a restraining order.  I can't do anything...I'm weak.  I came home Monday and it's Wednesday night and I still haven't.  I don't want to call my sister I don't want to call my sister my sister my sister.  But I have to, probably this weekend.  Otherwise I'm WRONG WRONG wrong.  It doesn't matter.  I can't help myself from stiffing laughter when my parents fight.  That's normal right?

Why can't I find recess in peaceful serenity?  Why is it always tragic calamities?  I don't get it.  I don't understand.

The front door is broken.  I like it better this way.  I can move freely in and out.

[Descan]

There's a 15 minute short film called "Why Does God Hate Me" about a gay boy growing up in a heavily religious family/school/state.  I saw the trailer, now I desperately need to see it.  I can't find a steam of that movie anywhere

The only trailer I saw for that was on IMDB and didn't work, so I have no idea what you're talking about!

Edit: That... was depressing to read, Toony.

[Reudh]

Toony, that sounds cathartic to read.

All I can tell you is that only you know what is right. If your brother and you are good, and the rest of your family you couldn't care less about, then live with your brother.

It sounds like a fairly toxic environment to live in, and even reading that makes me worry and feel for you.


Don't give up, bro.

[FearfulJesuit]

What are the chances of you moving out of the house, finding a flat to live in with a friend? That's the best I can think of...

[RedKing]

Sandwich shop down the street got robbed at gunpoint last night. It's run by a nice Lebanese family, they don't need that shit.
Thankfully, no one was hurt and they didn't lose that much money, but still....

[kaenneth]

Sandwich shop down the street got robbed at gunpoint last night. It's run by a nice Lebanese family, they don't need that shit.
Thankfully, no one was hurt and they didn't lose that much money, but still....

Sounds like your town needs a Batman.

[RedKing]

Sandwich shop down the street got robbed at gunpoint last night. It's run by a nice Lebanese family, they don't need that shit.
Thankfully, no one was hurt and they didn't lose that much money, but still....

Sounds like your town needs a Batman.

Only if they had been robbed by people dressed as clowns.

[Loud Whispers]

Sandwich shop down the street got robbed at gunpoint last night. It's run by a nice Lebanese family, they don't need that shit.
Thankfully, no one was hurt and they didn't lose that much money, but still....

Sounds like your town needs a Batman.

Only if they had been robbed by people dressed as clowns.

The UK needs a batman.

Swanman. Let no arms be unbroken.

[Loud Whispers]

Swanman vs the Queen
Not even God will save you now

[warhammer651]

Playing DayZ mod for Arma2 today.

Spawned on the beach, rght next to another guy with a similar nickname. we decide to team up, loot a couple towns, kill a few bandits. We had made our way to kamenka when we encountered a small bandit group and got into a firefight. we cleaned up the bandits but ran into a problem.

we had alerted the horde of zombies in the town, and were nearly out of ammo. we made a run for a nearby house intending to hide when he stops, and tells me to just keep running. he popped up as having been killed by zombies a bit later, and disconnected from the server after that

[ChairmanPoo]

*rises from bed, picks tablet*

Owwww!
The bright, it hurts our eyessssss!

[kaijyuu]

Oh, TED   :[

I got up to the point where they believed taxing the rich more was too controversial before closing it.

I'd want to watch the talk before jumping to conclusions (not like I can...). For all we know, he was bashing specific politicians or something, which WOULD be political.