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[The Merchant Of Menace]

Out of bandages, and these ones really need to be changed.
Blegh

[freeformschooler]

I have a shameful, terrible dark secret that I am now no longer afraid to admit.

Spoiler: I don't spend any money on it but (click to show/hide)

I play Second Life sometimes

 

FOREVER SHAMED

[MaximumZero]

@Vector: Furthermore, don't use Windows' Defrag. It sucks at actually defragging and is slow. I use AusLogic's version. Much better and faster all around.

[quinnr]

I walked outside of the pool, and the concrete was so hot that it burned my skin...I apparently was bleeding from this burning from 2 seconds on the concrete, and I didn't even notice till I got upstairs that I had tracked blood through all of the house, and had to clean it all up :-/

[freeformschooler]

I walked outside of the pool, and the concrete was so hot that it burned my skin...I apparently was bleeding from this burning from 2 seconds on the concrete, and I didn't even notice till I got upstairs that I had tracked blood through all of the house, and had to clean it all up :-/

Holy snap, where are you located? I know it got painful around HERE but that must have been really hot.

[Vector]

Day just got more depressing.

[Lysabild]

Spoiler: Poetry dunno (click to show/hide)

From this point and onward my life will be a fight
So in this joint moment I'll try to hold on tight
Gonna let myself open and follow the light
Wanna reap my own quality, so I can leave behind the quantity
Prove the shimmer of sanity and erase the shattered vanity

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Improving myself is truly a lonely desire
But pray tell, I'm feeling like I am on fire
Like the most glorious magneficent pyre
Building myself higher
Reaching an all new tier
And I don't think I'll tire
I'll finish or burn, this is the turn
I'll live abd learn or earn myself ashes in the urn

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I'm behind you in the war
Behind you at the store
Following your footsteps
I'm right behind your door

I wish that you'd notice
That I'm behind it
I want you to see me
See me wanting this

In the end I know that it's impossible
This is wrong I know but I'm obsessed
Turn around and notice my friend
That I am heading for the end

I scribble on all day
Trying to find a way
To tell you how I feel
Without your dismay

In the end I know that it's impossible
This is wrong I know but I'm obsessed
Turn around and notice my friend
That I am heading for the end

I send you a note
The words clear
I hope you awoke
To find it my dear
This is my end
I didn't want this my friend
I wanted more
This is

Found some stuff I wrote around 2 or more years ago and felt it weren't terrible albeit depressing. I really felt like sharing it though nobody cares I guess I feel better atleast haven'thaving thrown it out somewhere.

[Vector]

Today, I feel like my heart's been punched through my chest.

I don't know what's wrong.  I talked to Thyme, and frankly, that was really great.  She was nice, I was nice, we chatted about boys and social expectations based on body image, obesity, all that stuff.  That may sound weird, but in the old days we always used to talk about analytical things, too.  And that was nice.  I mean I really, honestly enjoyed it, and I smoothed myself past the parts where I would have gotten offended not too long ago.  So we talked peacefully about a lot of things.

I don't know what good talking about this will do, but I kind of need to get it off my chest.

I dunno.  Maybe I should try to buy new glasses or something.  It'd be cool if once in a while folks looked at me as though I were cute.

It's so aggravating to think back at how I used to be positively compared to Hermione Granger, and now here I am with my bushy brown hair, mild case of buckteeth, and stack of books under my arm.  Except I've gone battier, so I'd be like some unholy lovechild of Granger and Lovegood.

Thyme was nice and told me that I was pretty, but it wasn't one of my priorities.  I think I just don't understand pretty.  Hmmm...

Think some research in the library would help? XD

[Acanthus117]

I got lemonparty'd in the MSPA thread.

DON'T CLICK ON THE LINK IF YOU KNOW WHAT'S GOOD FOR YOU

[ToonyMan]

I got lemonparty'd in the MSPA thread.
DON'T CLICK ON THE LINK IF YOU KNOW WHAT'S GOOD FOR YOU

My thread has been poisoned!

[Acanthus117]

Don't worry it has been decontaminated.

At the cost of my soul

[The Doctor]

 Mwahahaha!

[Taricus]

Can't get to sleep, And in general feeling crap. Atleast I've some tea...

[quinnr]

I walked outside of the pool, and the concrete was so hot that it burned my skin...I apparently was bleeding from this burning from 2 seconds on the concrete, and I didn't even notice till I got upstairs that I had tracked blood through all of the house, and had to clean it all up :-/

Holy snap, where are you located? I know it got painful around HERE but that must have been really hot.

Arizona. The worse part is that the pool was WARM. Ugh.

Also sad because I'm leaving Arizona next Sunday Leaving family always sucks...especially because they've been trying to guilt me into moving in with them (from my Mom's, my parents are divorced). I've been researching though, and I'll probably end up going to college here, both because the colleges seem to be pretty decent for what I want to study, and the in-state tuition I could get.

Thyme was nice and told me that I was pretty, but it wasn't one of my priorities.  I think I just don't understand pretty.  Hmmm...

Think some research in the library would help? XD

This may sound a bit awkward, but after going through the photo-share thread and finding a few pictures of you, I shall say that you look fine, and that people should look at you like you are cute.

But I'm absolutely horrible at understanding pretty as well. I've tried. :-/ You should ignore anything I say.
But don't let other people get you down! 

Can't get to sleep, And in general feeling crap. Atleast I've some tea...

I can never get to sleep :-/
And tea is disgusting. It makes me depressed that the stuff exists. ALL tea that I've ever tasted always has that.....tea under-taste to it that I absolutely despise.

[Akigagak]

...some unholy lovechild of Granger and Lovegood.

You realize that there is a fanfic of this on the internet somewhere?

That aside, Vector, stop beating yourself up so much, you have no reason to in the first place. It's easy to for people to focus on the bad stuff about them, or the stupid shit they've said and done, but from the posts you've made... You don't seem like the kind of person to take the easy and self-destructive way through life, and there really is more good about you than there is bad.

So... cheer up, memetic-forum-badass-math-samurai.