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[Heron TSG]

I'm going to live forever or die trying. If I die trying, I've already signed up to have my organs donated. Hell, most of my body can go to science. But not my right eye. My right eye shall be encased in an airtight and transparent sphere, so that I can creep the hell out of people after I die. (Metaphorically. I'll personally be dead, but you get the idea.)

Dude, why do you still even have your right eye? You do those scholastic events, right? Pluck out your eye and gain knowledge and wisdom.

That's part of the symbolism, yeah. But who ever said my eye was currently residing in my skull?

Getting antsy, want to date someone.  Be appreciated.  Have someone to appreciate without having it turn out like last time.

Forgot what this feels like.

Good luck!

Ugh I've beaten this once before and Ill do it again. Just you wait me.

History repeats itself; try and you'll succeed!

[Vector]

Yeah, thanks!

I think this may just be the impetus I need to disavow myself of some of my least pleasant habits.

[iceball3]

I am so sick to my stomach today. It's very rare that I see anything that makes me want to curl up in the fetal position and puke my guts out at the same time, but...
My Mom has this wound on her back, as she's still recovering from her back surgery, but the healing keeps getting interrupted by these infections, most likely from her horridly unclean home and lifestyle, and the wound just keeps getting worse and worse as it gets infected, and the doctors dig in further and further to cut out dead and infected flesh and tissue.
I got to see the wound on her back, and I just haven't been right for all of today. It was clean, there was no blood coming out, but you could see cleanly in, and see the bones that make up her spine, and the huge amount of red flesh and tissue leading the way in... And she wasn't in pain either, she was just like "Hey Josh, want to see this?" and I did, thinking it wouldn't effect me much, but I looked at it for 3 seconds and I head to turn away and hide in my room... I can't get the image out of my goddamn head.
I just feel sick to my stomach. It doesn't help that I've been thinking about my own mortality lately, and that just pushed me over the edge, and I just feel like shit today. Fuck, that was disturbing. Nothings ever done that to me.

I've had a few images ingrained into my brain that were plenty disturbing.  I'm not sure what a solution would be besides time though.  :\

Suggest a cleaner lifestyle = Less infections?

[JoshuaFH]

I am so sick to my stomach today. It's very rare that I see anything that makes me want to curl up in the fetal position and puke my guts out at the same time, but...
My Mom has this wound on her back, as she's still recovering from her back surgery, but the healing keeps getting interrupted by these infections, most likely from her horridly unclean home and lifestyle, and the wound just keeps getting worse and worse as it gets infected, and the doctors dig in further and further to cut out dead and infected flesh and tissue.
I got to see the wound on her back, and I just haven't been right for all of today. It was clean, there was no blood coming out, but you could see cleanly in, and see the bones that make up her spine, and the huge amount of red flesh and tissue leading the way in... And she wasn't in pain either, she was just like "Hey Josh, want to see this?" and I did, thinking it wouldn't effect me much, but I looked at it for 3 seconds and I head to turn away and hide in my room... I can't get the image out of my goddamn head.
I just feel sick to my stomach. It doesn't help that I've been thinking about my own mortality lately, and that just pushed me over the edge, and I just feel like shit today. Fuck, that was disturbing. Nothings ever done that to me.

I've had a few images ingrained into my brain that were plenty disturbing.  I'm not sure what a solution would be besides time though.  :\

Thanks Toon, sometimes I just want someone to acknowledge my sad posts sometimes. I'm going to bed now.

Suggest a cleaner lifestyle = Less infections?

If only you realized how outstandingly difficult this proposition is. My Mom is a person who routinely makes bad decisions, to the defiance of every single person trying to help her.

[TherosPherae]

My drive to actually do stuff has pretty much jumped out the window, giving me the finger all the way down to its untimely death.

[Angel Of Death]

Ugh. I've hurt my legs and shoulders further and some bastard punched me in the back and ran off before I could see him/her.

[sonerohi]

I just received two free, if old, computers. I'm thinking of running some servers.

One of them had had the OS borked by a virus. I'm not good with computers, and am now terrified that I got the virus onto the other one, and onto my computer. Lo, for the computational power would have been astounding.

[Rose]

you really should wipe the OS anyway. that's kinda standard practice with second hand comps.

[KaelGotDwarves]

^ Listen to the sexy guy in India who is usurping our tech support jobs.

So $70 and half a week later, I was finally able to fix the internet around here. I wish everything doesn't go to hell while I am busy. hah.

[sonerohi]

Undergoing a "you cry you lose" marathon with the one friend I have who stays up all night. She is tailoring the events to hit my weak points.

[Jackrabbit]

Why would you even do that.

[RedKing]

Wishing I could stop being past-oriented. Which is like wishing a shark could stop being predator-oriented. 

[Trapezohedron]

Having trouble organizing my routines. Gosh, how hard can remembering to practice the piano be?

Also, having trouble with musical inspiration. Everything I make sounds like excrement, repeating on a loop.

[iceball3]

Having trouble organizing my routines. Gosh, how hard can remembering to practice the piano be?

Also, having trouble with musical inspiration. Everything I make sounds like excrement, repeating on a loop.

Which excrement? There's 5 that human's go by daily, and 4 they go by on occasion, so it's kind of vague.

[Trapezohedron]

Having trouble organizing my routines. Gosh, how hard can remembering to practice the piano be?

Also, having trouble with musical inspiration. Everything I make sounds like excrement, repeating on a loop.

Which excrement? There's 5 that human's go by daily, and 4 they go by on occasion, so it's kind of vague.

The most commonly referred excrement, AKA S**t.